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bassman999

bassman999

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Vnsmkr said:
My kids dont get shit and they dont really ask for it though the more and more youtube they watch they will start questioning me. My mother in law buys them treats to eat and I used to buy them a shirt or two and maybe a dress when I was travelling but thats been a while; wife picks them up school supplies and they get pumped when they get colors. They never have gotten birthday gifts. Only time they get a few things is during Tet and that's because everyone is handing shit out to everyone. This is not your typical American family by any means. Fuck all that holiday shit these days, its all about how much a company can sell, its fucking sick (easter sell, christmas sell, thanksgiving sell, fuckwit day sell, knock up your girlfriend day sell). LMAO you get the picture
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I usually buy something during that time as its the ony time I can afford to replace a tv or washer etc..but this yr nothing.
Too bad all thsee sales dont support local jobs or the economy.
eastcoastmo said:
Ah it's not easy man, my wife and my family spoil my kids too much, I've had to put my foot down a bit lately. My girls know what it takes to earn things, that's my gift ha ha.
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My mom tried to make up for letting our stepdad beat and molest my brother and I for a decade by overdoing xmas and then did it with my kids. Just a bunch of $store garbage, but 100s of gifts. She steals money from the family any way she can the twat.
I cut that bitch outta my life though, but the damage is done.
 
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higher self

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Vnsmkr said:
My kids dont get shit and they dont really ask for it though the more and more youtube they watch they will start questioning me. My mother in law buys them treats to eat and I used to buy them a shirt or two and maybe a dress when I was travelling but thats been a while; wife picks them up school supplies and they get pumped when they get colors. They never have gotten birthday gifts. Only time they get a few things is during Tet and that's because everyone is handing shit out to everyone. This is not your typical American family by any means. Fuck all that holiday shit these days, its all about how much a company can sell, its fucking sick (easter sell, christmas sell, thanksgiving sell, fuckwit day sell, knock up your girlfriend day sell). LMAO you get the picture
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Same for me never celebrated a holiday ever & no birthdays either.
 
eastcoastmo

eastcoastmo

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bassman999 said:
I usually buy something during that time as its the ony time I can afford to replace a tv or washer etc..but this yr nothing.
Too bad all thsee sales dont support local jobs or the economy.

My mom tried to make up for letting our stepdad beat and molest my brother and I for a decade by overdoing xmas and then did it with my kids. Just a bunch of $store garbage, but 100s of gifts. She steals money from the family any way she can the twat.
I cut that bitch outta my life though, but the damage is done.
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Oh man, I'm so sorry to hear that hey! I hope you and your brother aren't too affected by it all? Sounds like you did the right thing by cutting your mum out of the picture!
 
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higher self

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I love the Jack as well though I have only grown crosses made with it. The last one I grew out was Jack O'Nesia from Karma, its fire but had that catpiss smell when cured too long. More than likely from the Amnesia cut in it im sure.

What are yall disliking about the flavors from the Jack?
 
bassman999

bassman999

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eastcoastmo said:
Oh man, I'm so sorry to hear that hey! I hope you and your brother aren't too affected by it all? Sounds like you did the right thing by cutting your mum out of the picture!
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It fucked us both up pretty bad to be honest.
Ruined my ability to trust, rage against the world.
My aggressive nature comes from this, but I hate hurting ppl like I said. Its a constant internal fight. but anyone that hits women or rapes them or especially ones who molest kids Ill beat the shit outta them or kill them without thinking twice.

Always assumed my mom didnt know, but the reality is she just didnt care. She didnt want to be bothered with us and was glad not to have to deal with us anymore.
She got me addicted to drugs at 10 yrs old FFS
 
bassman999

bassman999

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higher self said:
I love the Jack as well though I have only grown crosses made with it. The last one I grew out was Jack O'Nesia from Karma, its fire but had that catpiss smell when cured too long. More than likely from the Amnesia cut in it im sure.

What are yall disliking about the flavors from the Jack?
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The Jack I grew tastes like crap, ashes or wet cigarette, acrid, and like rust or chemicals...complete crap.
Worst weed Ive ever had, but nice high
Moldy weed tastes better
 
eastcoastmo

eastcoastmo

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bassman999 said:
It fucked us both up pretty bad to be honest.
Ruined my ability to trust, rage against the world.
My aggressive nature comes from this, but I hate hurting ppl like I said. Its a constant internal fight. but anyone that hits women or rapes them or especially ones who molest kids Ill beat the shit outta them or kill them without thinking twice.

Always assumed my mom didnt know, but the reality is she just didnt care. She didnt want to be bothered with us and was glad not to have to deal with us anymore.
She got me addicted to drugs at 10 yrs old FFS
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Fuckin hell bro, I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear that hey. I am of the same opinion, anyone who touches a female or child, I'm more than happy to knock off, they are parasites and don't deserve to walk this earth!
While ever you keep wanting to be a better person, you are on the right track. It's your choice how that is portrayed to people around you. It's ok to be angry sometimes, it's what you do with the anger that makes you who you are. Never give up bro, you are fighting a massive fight every day!
 
bassman999

bassman999

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eastcoastmo said:
Fuckin hell bro, I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear that hey. I am of the same opinion, anyone who touches a female or child, I'm more than happy to knock off, they are parasites and don't deserve to walk this earth!
While ever you keep wanting to be a better person, you are on the right track. It's your choice how that is portrayed to people around you. It's ok to be angry sometimes, it's what you do with the anger that makes you who you are. Never give up bro, you are fighting a massive fight every day!
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My fight lately is with depression. Stuck in bed and everyone annoyed with me not being ale to do things I need to and having to take on my share of the work.

I think my postings are becoming morbid lol.
Going to try to post positive stuff and not be a bummer to others.
 
Vnsmkr

Vnsmkr

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bassman999 said:
My fight lately is with depression. Stuck in bed and everyone annoyed with me not being ale to do things I need to and having to take on my share of the work.

I think my postings are becoming morbid lol.
Going to try to post positive stuff and not be a bummer to others.
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You're arent bumming anyone out bro, simply venting that off in my opinion. Thats healthy, whats not healthy is not talking about shit ever......
 
Vnsmkr

Vnsmkr

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bassman999 said:
My fight lately is with depression. Stuck in bed and everyone annoyed with me not being ale to do things I need to and having to take on my share of the work.

I think my postings are becoming morbid lol.
Going to try to post positive stuff and not be a bummer to others.
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I have a similar feeling as of late and though its no comparison to being down like you are with your back, depression is a motherfucker, I dont care who you are. My deal is my wife has been working, but being an expat here I cant find anyone here to put me to work earning money so I feel pretty fucking inept. I feel like everyone is annoyed with me too, maybe not, but thats what I feel. I was raised seeing the man of the house take care of everything so not being able to do that...fucking sucks to say the least. Anyway bro, dont not talk about it, thats fucks things up even more believe me. Hope things get better for you
 
bassman999

bassman999

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Vnsmkr said:
I have a similar feeling as of late and though its no comparison to being down like you are with your back, depression is a motherfucker, I dont care who you are. My deal is my wife has been working, but being an expat here I cant find anyone here to put me to work earning money so I feel pretty fucking inept. I feel like everyone is annoyed with me too, maybe not, but thats what I feel. I was raised seeing the man of the house take care of everything so not being able to do that...fucking sucks to say the least. Anyway bro, dont not talk about it, thats fucks things up even more believe me. Hope things get better for you
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Normally I would use just the gym as my anti-depressant.

Anyway I have vented enough and I think Ill be on track again for a while :)
 
eastcoastmo

eastcoastmo

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bassman999 said:
My fight lately is with depression. Stuck in bed and everyone annoyed with me not being ale to do things I need to and having to take on my share of the work.

I think my postings are becoming morbid lol.
Going to try to post positive stuff and not be a bummer to others.
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Don't even think that bro, you aren't a downer at all hey! I think we've got a pretty cool little group on here that can chew the fat and voice opinions without anyone getting upset. I'm so sorry you had to and continue to experience what happened to you. Please know that you have a sympathetic ear here mate!
 
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