Bad feelings with certain drugs?

Hi everyone,
Today I took a dose of DXM (a small one) and a few bowls of weed. A few hours later I started to come off the DXM high.. Watched a movie (Artificial intellegence is a shitty movie btw) and during the whole time I felt weird.. Exactly the opposite of a good high. I felt like my life was empty and would be empty forever. Like life itself was pointless. Sort of like there is no god, it doesn't matter I'm here. I felt like I lost everything. I had thoughts of killing myself but didn't act on them.
Both sides of my family has had serious problems with anxiety, EXTREME depression, and somewhat bi-polar disorder. I'm wondering if it's either the weed, DXM, or mixing the two that made me and is making me feel so horrible. I've read many drugs can open up pathways in your mind. Like you can all of a sudden remember all of the most horrible things that have happened before. Is that what could be going on? Because to add to all of this I have been thinking of the most random things.. Weird things that make me think I'm going insane.
What the fuck is going on?

yes sometimes drugs can open up hidden mental disorders. not saying this is the case for you, maybe you just had a bad trip or high. everytime i did acid i felt empty and like my life had no purpose. i had a few good trips but a lot of bad ones so i chose to stay away from acid. i have dealt with depression at times and in certain instances i get anxiety and wig out when i get too high on certain weed. i think you should be okay, maybe just dont do the dxm. also instead of these feelings try to not focus on them and try to relax and use your buzz to focus and meditate on postive things.

Gah it's been around 5 mins. I already feel better after that movie ended. I think it was the movie giving me a bad trip :S. NEVER watch AI while you're high. Not only is it a stupid movie it'll scare the shit out of you.

Hanky said:

Gah it's been around 5 mins. I already feel better after that movie ended. I think it was the movie giving me a bad trip :S. NEVER watch AI while you're high. Not only is it a stupid movie it'll scare the shit out of you.

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lol, hell yeah i forgot movies will make you feel that way. ever see donnie darko?

Never heard of it. What's it about?

Hanky said:

Never heard of it. What's it about?

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too crazy to explain. jake gyllenhall is a young dude who takes medicine and talks to a demonic bunny at night lol. crazy at times and hard to understand at first.

I never took DXM before but still I have some of the same problems that u do. I have anxiety and Depression and Im pretty sure Im fucked up mentally. Since I started smokin weed I feel little better but at the same time I dont feel like Im all here anymore. Sometimes its easy to blame it on the drugs, i know becuz I have blamed things on weeds lots of times. Most likely it was becuz that u might have mental problems. I had the same problems where I felt real bad and empty and everything, but I feel that way a lot of the time anyway. A lot of times when u are high it makes u see urself in ur sober life and reminds u how bad it is.

AI is a long ass movie with that kid from the sixth sense. In AI it was about humans and machines and shit, it was a weird ass movie. It had like 10 different parts in the movie where it seemed like it was gonna end but never did, the shit is depressing 2. I havent watched it in a year, but the kid is a robot and his family dies and it goes through a lot of time and he goes searching for something, then he gets to see his mom again for like 5 mins then she dissapears...Its hard to explain, I didnt think it was that bad but it had a lot of boring and depressing parts.

poor little robot...totally depressing movie; the human race dies off, little robo sits all alone for thousands of years....gah!

yeah probably a bad movie to trip to lol.

I went through a stage of about a month, Every time I got high, I would think about my life, How i had no job, didn't go to school, just basically how shit i thought it was,I stopped smoking for a weed and went back to it and i felt fine ever since, I don't know what it was, but it wasn't nice

Drugs can open up your mind, Its usual to feel that shit while High on certain drugs, It helps if you can use something that will induce euphoria along with The hallucinogen

Maybe one XTC + shrooms

Or Adderall and acid or whatever.