Also, these subjects are off topic but I do not want to make a new thread for them so...
1. I remember that at one point in april 2017 time literally paused for one whole second. In 2018 time went backwards for a second then went forward like normal. But it was like a skip going backwards.
2. I really wonder if I am alive or if this host is the source to an infinite and eternal amount of entities that are constantly being manifested. As in if this body (host) were to never die then for all eternity there will be an inifite number of seperate beings (being?) created.
3. Furthermore, this kind of reminds me of stuff to do with duality. Like if there is a duality anywhere then there is one. If not then there is no duality. It seems weird for one of them to be true and not the other one. Or if neither are true then that seems weird. It basically seems alien to me that anything is real, exists, and is true. Like why, and moreso, how does it exist.
4. Finally is it fair to say that the void (nothingness, outside of space and time) is relative to everything and everywhere.
These surely sound like the ravings of a madman. Can someone enlighten me or does anybody even know?