Dude, don't try to find help. Do it on ur own. If u can stop urself, if u can show urself u have that complete control, it'll b easier to slow down. I was the same way for a while, as all my friends are right now. Don't consider ursel an alcoholic unless u wake up, roll over, and drink the glass of scotch on ur nightstand from the night before. I'm only 21 n I've been binging for a few years straight. So have all of my friends (21-25). I consider it more of an adolescent party time favor. U need to know for urself tho, that u can't do it forever. Once u know that, I believe u will b able to cut down. Talking to people about ur problems doesn't do shit. Sorry, I'm just a firm believer in anything u wan to do, u do it urself, no one knows u like u do. No one can give u better advice about u, than u. U control urself bro. Know that, and u will b good.