Skroatz
Well-Known Member
Think I've been reading here since '07, signed up '09. I remember the days growing, and blazing. I have since stopped growing and stopped smoking, loved growing, but smoking as a grew up... just wasn't my thing. it made me depressed because of how I think too much about the serious things in life. Since quitting I still crave it HARD!!! It seems I always thought of consequences more often and sat at home saved money 
I seem to be out all the time spending money and come to the conclusion that smoking makes makes you feel more down to earth, it's like being sober is a high in itself, for example, if you think about death, when your sober it doesn't really bother you, it's like meh it's going to happen and I don't give a F. When you high, it makes you think how to be a better person, and think there's more then just this life. For me anyways. I'm thinking of growing some outdoories, but I don't think I'm going to start smoking, just yet... unless I know I can enjoy the smoke... anyone else felt like this?
I seem to be out all the time spending money and come to the conclusion that smoking makes makes you feel more down to earth, it's like being sober is a high in itself, for example, if you think about death, when your sober it doesn't really bother you, it's like meh it's going to happen and I don't give a F. When you high, it makes you think how to be a better person, and think there's more then just this life. For me anyways. I'm thinking of growing some outdoories, but I don't think I'm going to start smoking, just yet... unless I know I can enjoy the smoke... anyone else felt like this?