Killed my crop

I was getting really bad feelings. And a bad intuition I guess you would call it. Chopped down 32 plants 2 wks into budding. I spent 400 extra fucking dollars on the electricity alone. Not to mention all the money I lost. But, it's cool, this was like 2 weeks ago. I'm over it now. I'm glad I did it. I really think I was about to get busted. Even, if I wasn't. I was stressin how I was livin'. I was living in fear and paranoia everyday of my life. Especially cuz of my warrant. I'm gonna move to a different state and possibly start over there. Until then I'm done and I feel way better. Anybody else out there feel like me or am I dumbass like my dad told me? (I don't respect his opinion on matters like this b/c he's a fuck-up so it don't matter what he said)

Growing weed when you have a warrant for your arrest . . . . SMART.

its your life and whatever you feel you should do is what is right to you. sometimes your 3rd eye can see things that you may not see at first.

Moving to a new state wont take your warrant off the books. It is just prolonging the inevitable.

muyoso said:

Growing weed when you have a warrant for your arrest . . . . SMART.

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What the fuck does that matter? They don't know where I live cunt. What difference does it make, would you please explain?

twinturbochronic said:

Moving to a new state wont take your warrant off the books. It is just prolonging the inevitable.

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Actually no b/c I've been pulled over on a road trip and they called my state and my state said they don't want to extradite. Too expensive they're just glad your gone.

mastakoosh said:

its your life and whatever you feel you should do is what is right to you. sometimes your 3rd eye can see things that you may not see at first.

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What's up MK? How's your op going? Yeah plus I'm paranoid as hell. I probably should stop growing for awhile. It's killing me man lol.

... any pics of the chop?

best of luck with finding a new start my friend! do stay safe =]

lumberjack_ian said:

... any pics of the chop?

best of luck with finding a new start my friend! do stay safe =]

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Naw. Cameras and computers are for rich folk lol. Thanks LJ. I'll be 100% safe after this weekend. Glad to see some of my RIU friends are still around.
I just checked out your journal, man. It looks amazing

iblazethatkush said:

What the fuck does that matter? They don't know where I live cunt. What difference does it make, would you please explain?

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Come on Muyoso. I really want to know. The point of growing is not getting caught. How does having a warrant affect that I hope I didn't hurt your feelings. By cunt I meant friend.

let me know if you need any help with restarting the garden if you've lost all yer beans...

lumberjack_ian said:

let me know if you need any help with restarting the garden if you've lost all yer beans...

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hahaha omg I'm cool on beans for awhile man. I have enough beans to start a rainforest lol. Thanks for looking out, bro. I'm just gonna w8 till I'm in a new place and 100% safe and I'll be back up and running. I kind of compromised security at the place I'm at now. That's why I was paranoid.

... don't be so dumb next time =p

lumberjack_ian said:

... don't be so dumb next time =p

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Yeah no joke. I was slipping. Good thing I caught myself b4 it was too late, tho.

So what no one else feels like me? When I have plants going I live in a constant state of fear and paranoia. Even b4 I compromised security and I knew everything was legit, I was still paranoid. Nobody?

i always semi-expect cops to be waiting outside or inside my house when i get home from work... always a relief when they aren't... hehe

if you dont tell anyone about you growing their aint nothing to fear. and if your growing weed illegaly you should be prepared for the day you come home and the cops are outside or something. but if your smart and are low key this wont happen to you

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i always semi-expect cops to be waiting outside or inside my house when i get home from work... always a relief when they aren't... hehe

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lol you summed it up exactly. Everyday they're not there is a relief haha

iblazethatkush said:

What's up MK? How's your op going? Yeah plus I'm paranoid as hell. I probably should stop growing for awhile. It's killing me man lol.

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just harvested a couple of zones. haha op makes my little setup sound big . i seem to get paranoid in flowering too but i know 32 plants is more to worry bout than my little bit of plants. hope it all works out for you.