NolingNrolling
Active Member
Well I think the edge is starting to wear off so this would be the most opportune time to start writing. I would like to start this off with an observation I had: There are two types of people who take what we take. Those who want something external: colors flashing, swirling, sights hidden that have been released. Then there are those who want something internal: you feel what is happening before you, you feel what the colors are, you look at something and think how you and it dance. Some people want to escape from the world because of problems they weave around them like bars of a prison. Then others want release from the world, these people see what others do to themselves and don't want to become entwined in that web. I think that your type depends on when you came into contact with the other world. If you go into too early you go in for the wrong reasons, corrupting the essence. Go in too late and the world is already out of your grip and you only have a shell experience of what could have been. If you're lucky enough to start off at a good starting point, you have a tabula rasa. You go in with interest, form your own ideas, forge your own path and the stick that leads it. Neither world or person has the wrong ideas, no misled thoughts, only a seed. A seed that needs to be watered with one hand so that it is one tree. These are the thoughts that separate LSD and 2cp. The 2cp allowed my sight to do whatever it wanted with shapes and colors, make what ever patterns it wanted. I was fine with it, it was enjoyable, entertaining, and I could go between fazed out to talking to someone in .0001 seconds (maybe more like .1 second but you get the idea.) With the LSD my sight have strings being pulled by my heart and mind. We all have two minds and two hearts. We have our mind and our mind's heart. Then we have our heart and our heart's mind. Our mind forms opinions based upon our mind's heart. So that our mind's heart is a core then the mind makes up the crust and earth. So that our mind are our thoughts and our mind's heart is our personal philosophies that we live life by. Our hearts are our emotions, with our heart's mind being the creator of the emotion. Our heart's (mind) leads us to the path that we desire. People will see your minds and your hearts, yet they can only say they know you if they have seen your heart's mind or your mind's heart, and they can only say they have been with you if they have touched your heart's mind or your heart's mind. At this point I can't remember where this began and to scroll up would take forever (quite literally, feel me?.) But this all goes back into what mind set you have for being on these forums. Are you here to escape, or for a release? People say you have to look inside your for the answer, but they fail to realize there are two places to look inside you and both are powerful forces. When people ask why I go to the school I do there are two answers. One is heart related: my dad and sister went here, I feel ties here. The other is mind related: respectable school, good education, good future. But which was the deciding factor only I know and I only know if I know which internal power made the choice. A person who gets to know me will know which reason is more likely, but only the person that knows me would be able to tell where that reason came from inside me. I had a conversation with a friend, I will not include the topic because it has no importance in this forum. In it I was trying to show the friend that their support in their argument came from their heart's mind instead of the mind's heart. In doing this people neglect what you have to say because they decide you are beyond persuasion. If people can't persuade you of what they know then they have little interest in what you say. By saying something coming from the heart's mind, with the voice of the mind's heart, you gain crowds, listeners, supporters. Think of the difference between a politician and a lunatic. The politician can say crazy things and make them sound reasonably debatable. The lunatic you ignore and pass as fast as possible. I'll be going for a walk to just listen and music and think. If I was on 2cp it would be to listen to music and trip. Feel me? If more comes up it'll be up here later.
