I've been up since Monday morning. Dam dude I sell to talked me into doing meth. I don't plan on doing it ever again.
In a series of events, I met up with a tranny off of Craigslist.. First night was very awkward. After she did meth, I gave her a big dab. Soon after she started nodding out and twitching. After a few attempts, I insisted she take her shoes off and lye down on the couch. Zonks out for about 11 hours. Finally woke up, immediately and repeatedly kept apologizing And said the dab made her feel like she was having a heart attack and was about to die. Anyway the next was pretty cool. We 69ed seriously for about 10 hours. She kept saying how awesome my cock was and kept begging me to get it in, next thing I no she grabs my back hips, thrust me forward, and basically forced me to shove it in, and I had no condom on. So that's a concern. We were basically messing around for about 36 hours straight, with food and restroom and cigarette breaks of course. Neither of us came the whole time. I had blue balls pretty bad earlier. I think we split about a little more than a gram of glass over the whole thing, and l also had like 6 screwdrivers, about 6 beers, half a Xanax peach football, and we shared about 5 big doobies. Time went by so fast.
This is the first time I've ever done anything remotely close to this. She somehow convinced me she was a female in a mans body, so it's extra "fun parts". She said that me being attracted to her doesn't make me gay, even giving each other bj's and hj's are ok. I'd like to here everyone's opinion on that matter.
Her pics were hot on Craigslist, prob about a 7. In person she was about a three or four in the face, body was like a 5 or a 6, said she was 27. Was actually very bright and knowledgeable. Big time gamer. Was good company altogether. Did kinda look manly, but acted like a female. Our sessions were pretty awesome. Her dick and balls looked just like mine except smaller. It was weird cause I felt like I was kinda like I was doing it to myself. Like I knew exactly what she was feeling when I did certain things. That was a huge turn on.
I've began noticing issue of keeping it up the past couple months. So between that and the shards, I had trouble the whole time it seemed, but also wasn't a big deal cause the plan was to just stay on edge as long as possible. But yeah, disappointed I couldn't cum.
She also mentioned she just got out of jail the other day for a warrant for traffic violations. Seemed kinda fishy
I dropped her off around 2 pm today. Immediately started thinking why and how the fuck could I fuck without a condom.. I'm trying to stay positive about it. If she is what she says she is, I think it should be ok. But what if she was just a meth whore tranny always in and out of jail, with AIDS or herpes or something.
I also ended up picking her up at a dam motel. She gave me the address at the last second after hours of waiting. I was expecting to show up at a house or apartments or something. And she had what seemed like a pretty solid reason, her and her friend got ripped off in the process of trying to rent a house. Lots of detail, basically is forced to move into a cheap hotel, and are hoping to get out soon blah blah blah..
She brought with her a large duffle bag filled with different outfits and a sex machine with a fucking 12 inch black dildo that attaches to it. Never ended up using it though lol probably a good thing.
Idk I'm kinda leaning towards the bright side, just cause she seemed like a smart individual.
I'd like to hear your thoughts on this. Am I gay? I admit I enjoyed very much sucking her small shaved balls and cock. I felt like I knew what I was doing, unlike with a vagina. I wonder the odds if I caught something from her.
I personally don't think I'm gay either because I have never been attracted to men, and always very attracted to women. And she was what she said, a women in every aspect, except for that one thing.
