Nothing Even Matters Anymore?

This isn't about me. I thought that maybe sharing a little bit of my situation would help the OP out a little.

words from my dad....suck it up and bare down son!

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Same never really made me mad though I knew he was right, and never really rebelled, just didn't do anything, and figured that if I understood that was the point.. Haha

cadeneli said:

This isn't about me. I thought that maybe sharing a little bit of my situation would help the OP out a little.

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It's cool, I didn't kill anyone either.

Being lazy is much different than realizing that some stuff just doesn't matter. Once you realize the true value of material things, you start to feel alone because all that everybody around you wants is money. It's depressing. I've been there bro. Just take everything you can as a positive experience. Try to push a new outlook.

LOL dude, just be straight and tell him... Leaving him without an answer is just retarded because none of us can tell if you have or haven't. Because if you have, your ashamed of it and won't tell, but then again maybe you just haven't and don't want to lie.. This is a forum, why don't you just say yes or no.

Being lazy is much different than realizing that some stuff just doesn't matter. Once you realize the true value of material things, you start to feel alone because all that everybody around you wants is money. It's depressing. I've been there bro. Just take everything you can as a positive experience. Try to push a new outlook.

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Yupp, I take a lot of things positive on most days, just some days I am sick of making myself believe I am happy when I'm not.. There is those days were you want to get out and talk to people, meet new people, then the next day you come crashing down, never call the new person back, and then you sleep all day. It all sucks. I don't want to kill myself or anything, but I am looking forward to death when it comes =/ finally some peace and quiet ya know? Fuck I dont even know what I am saying, I am too high now, I smoked more and its all gone now -.- I can't even make a statement back to you guys about what you said because of it, and I just ramble bullshit. Lol, I will be back in a few hours

high|hgih said:

LOL dude, just be straight and tell him... Leaving him without an answer is just retarded because none of us can tell if you have or haven't. Because if you have, your ashamed of it and won't tell, but then again maybe you just haven't and don't want to lie.. This is a forum, why don't you just say yes or no.

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Ok you want an answer. Yes I killed every one of those sorry mother fuckers that were trying to kill us as I could. I don't feel an ounce of shame for doing it either. And I would do it again. Its not the killing that fucked me up, its all the other images I have locked in my brain. War is fucked up and I don't wish it on anyone.

Ok you want an answer. Yes I killed every one of those sorry mother fuckers that were trying to kill us as I could. I don't feel an ounce of shame for doing it either. And I would do it again. Its not the killing that fucked me up, its all the other images I have locked in my brain. War is fucked up and I don't wish it on anyone.

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Seriously, I wouldn't mind killliiinnnggg the muslims, not being a psychopath either, but they have NO mercy like us, call me a pussy, but what the fuck? Seeing blood and guts makes me quiver everytime.. And screw seeing that in person.. Its not the moral factor of killing, its looking at whats left of them..

Uhm. That wasn't supposed to be two smiley faces.. It was supposed to be showing a happy and a sad face.. but whatevss...

Yeah, You are where you are because you are. Think about it. I had the most succesful business men I'd ever met tell me that. That was his moto he lived by. He owns a multi million dollar company growing everyday. If you dont control your thoughts or actions, someone else will control them for you. If your sad, TAKE A VICODIN. It helps

I read through about half of the responses and I think most of the responders just don't get it. Know this, you are not alone. Many people suffer from depression and it can be controlled. I would not want to walk in a stupor or false euphoria either, but perhaps if they treat you for depression instead of ADHD, you'll have a better experience.

If everything else fails, find a nice church and give religion a try. It has changed many lives for the better, and for the worse if you want to cite crusades and catholicism....

Good luck buddy! Keep in mind, if you always mope around, others won't want to hang with you. try smiling, even if you have to fake it at first. Start your day reading the comics. catch a 5-10 minute spot on Youtube of your favorite comic. The thing is, you have to make an effort, or you'll drown in your own self pity.....

Yeah, You are where you are because you are. Think about it. I had the most succesful business men I'd ever met tell me that. That was his moto he lived by. He owns a multi million dollar company growing everyday. If you dont control your thoughts or actions, someone else will control them for you. If your sad, TAKE A VICODIN. It helps

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Easy for him to say, the way I see it, it just depends how your brain organizes thiggs/.. some of th smdrtest people i have met are the most deliberate, dumb, asshole I have ever layed ieyes upon. They have no brain it seems like, they are just zombies built to do their job.. You gotta have some of those anyways.. They make straight A's, all facebook statuses are about how god they are at school, they talk about how good their life is none stop, and never stop to think and look at everythnig.. maybe they do, but they sure as hell don't thing very hard if thats the case.

Threatening an eternity in "hell" for not living by their rules; maybe it's given people order, and helped mold them into a "normal" person by societies standards, but I'd argue that religion has destroyed more lives than it has saved. Religion should never be an option.

high|hgih said:

Easy for him to say, the way I see it, it just depends how your brain organizes thiggs/.. some of th smdrtest people i have met are the most deliberate, dumb, asshole I have ever layed ieyes upon. They have no brain it seems like, they are just zombies built to do their job.. You gotta have some of those anyways.. They make straight A's, all facebook statuses are about how god they are at school, they talk about how good their life is none stop, and never stop to think and look at everythnig.. maybe they do, but they sure as hell don't thing very hard if thats the case.

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That sounds more like jealousy than an intelligent observation. Do you really think all intelligent people are too stupid to be depressed? Do you think all of us should feel the way you do? I suggest you also seek out psychiatric help, because you are way off base with that line of thinking.

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Religion should never be an option.

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That is asinine.... A lot of people have felt comfort in being a member of a church. To say it should never be an option is strictly your opinion. I merely suggested it as a final option. If the man gets that desperate, what do you suggest? A razor blade? There are plenty of people who go to church and are their own people with their own personalities, to say they are all molded is pretty close minded. Perhaps you should check it out for yourself as well and see what goes on in one, you obviously haven't a clue.

Serapis said:

Good luck buddy! Keep in mind, if you always mope around, others won't want to hang with you. try smiling, even if you have to fake it at first. Start your day reading the comics. catch a 5-10 minute spot on Youtube of your favorite comic. The thing is, you have to make an effort, or you'll drown in your own self pity.....

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I agree with this. If you act happy for long enough you can fool yourself into believing it. Try and see the glass half full, not half empty.

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That is asinine.... A lot of people have felt comfort in being a member of a church. To say it should never be an option is strictly your opinion. I merely suggested it as a final option. If the man gets that desperate, what do you suggest? A razor blade? There are plenty of people who go to church and are their own people with their own personalities, to say they are all molded is pretty close minded. Perhaps you should check it out for yourself as well and see what goes on in one, you obviously haven't a clue.

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Since I was born into a catholic family I did in fact have the misfortune of attending church up until I was about 15 years old. We live in a corrupted country with a corrupted government backed by a book with no historical support. Without it, we would be a far more advanced society, and that's a fact. Imagine if we had people who weren't trained from childhood to believe we were made by a figure in the sky! My child for one will be having none of that.
I already left my suggestion, and it was nothing remotely close to a razorblade.
You'll be good highhgih. Maybe spend some time with the fams?

What do you mean I need psychiatric help for that? You really think that NOBODY is a zombie like that? Sure, I don't know what goes on in their head, I don't think they should be depressed damn, I just mean they are too busy trying to keep how they are because it makes people respect them more, that that is where they stay.. Besides, the way I worded it was just wrong. I was REALLY blown, mind you.

I think religion is the answer to some people.. But if you don't want to go, and don't think any of its true and just bogos, then it REALLY is just causing more stress, than it is preventing. It just depends on the person.. I remember I would throw an ABSOLUTE FIT when my grandma tried to take me to church because I thought it was all bullshit.. Which it was to me, still is.. Its just.. I mean, sure its good to teach morals to young kids, and gives people hope from the 'higher power', but some people get too into it and make it their life so much that they don't even think "What if I am wrong?" Then they spend their time mindlessly converting others into their cult just because they want to prove themselves. Well guess what, chances are its wrong.. Its okay to learn from it and practice it, but come on, you can't think that the answer is all figured out already.. That was centuries ago anyways, so its even less possible.. Ever think that maybe its just a really long fictional story that has backround themes and morals to it, JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER STORY EVER?!?!?!?!

I always pull through I spend a lot of time with them as it is haha but thanks for the help guys seriously

Good luck buddy! Keep in mind, if you always mope around, others won't want to hang with you. try smiling, even if you have to fake it at first. Start your day reading the comics. catch a 5-10 minute spot on Youtube of your favorite comic. The thing is, you have to make an effort, or you'll drown in your own self pity.....

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I try, its just 'those days' you know what I am saying I'm sure, some days you wake up and every comic you see, isn't funny, every joke you hear, you want the punchline to be silent so they will shut the fuck up, You get that feeling like you want to hit something.. Sometimes it not as bad but those ones are the worst..

group hug time little girl?