Sobriety

Drowning-Man

Drowning-Man

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SouthCross said:
Cause you miss weed. You're expecting the same high. The gagging cough in the morning will dictate otherwise. You know why cannabis stinks?

You're biologically set to seek it out. It's cat nip for humans.
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Well I first started using drugs to cover up my emotional anguish as a teenager then once that was past I found it became more of an addiction. "I have a hole in my soul that I fill with dope and I'm feeling fine -Manson- what a lie! My brain chemistry is slowly returning and I now smile and laugh again. But they say meth amphetamine damages your brain in a way that it takes 2 years to recover and some damage use permenate. But my memory is returning and my ability to read books are starting to return. I've returned to the library and my drive and I'm starting to have dreams at night again and stopped having night terrors. I also wake up every day at 730 and go on long bike rides and walks. If 2 months of sobriety can do this I have hope guys. I started praying and meditating every day and that have hope now. I'm thinking once I recover a bit more I'll apply for college.
 
SouthCross

SouthCross

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Drowning-Man said:
Well I first started using drugs to cover up my emotional anguish as a teenager then once that was past I found it became more of an addiction. "I have a hole in my soul that I fill with dope and I'm feeling fine -Manson- what a lie! My brain chemistry is slowly returning and I now smile and laugh again. But they say meth amphetamine damages your brain in a way that it takes 2 years to recover and some damage use permenate. But my memory is returning and my ability to read books are starting to return. I've returned to the library and my drive and I'm starting to have dreams at night again and stopped having night terrors. I also wake up every day at 730 and go on long bike rides and walks. If 2 months of sobriety can do this I have hope guys. I started praying and meditating every day and that have hope now. I'm thinking once I recover a bit more I'll apply for college.
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Cover up emotional anguish? I have a BA in sociology.


What you're naturally doing is a dry spell. A reset. It's healthy. Stick to the big three. Caffeine, Weed, Shrooms. Leave the racy stuff behind. Life's down hill. Take it slow.

Little things help. I stop at the rose cooler at the grocery store. Stop and open the door. Big whiff of that cool rose smell.

Life should be mellow. Make it so. If you can do it sober. Good luck with shit.
 
tyler.durden

tyler.durden

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Drowning-Man said:
Well I first started using drugs to cover up my emotional anguish as a teenager then once that was past I found it became more of an addiction. "I have a hole in my soul that I fill with dope and I'm feeling fine -Manson- what a lie! My brain chemistry is slowly returning and I now smile and laugh again. But they say meth amphetamine damages your brain in a way that it takes 2 years to recover and some damage use permenate. But my memory is returning and my ability to read books are starting to return. I've returned to the library and my drive and I'm starting to have dreams at night again and stopped having night terrors. I also wake up every day at 730 and go on long bike rides and walks. If 2 months of sobriety can do this I have hope guys. I started praying and meditating every day and that have hope now. I'm thinking once I recover a bit more I'll apply for college.
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So I guess that means you had to dump your bestie mikek420, huh? Or did he jump on the wagon with you?
 
Drowning-Man

Drowning-Man

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SouthCross said:
Cover up emotional anguish? I have a BA in sociology.


What you're naturally doing is a dry spell. A reset. It's healthy. Stick to the big three. Caffeine, Weed, Shrooms. Leave the racy stuff behind. Life's down hill. Take it slow.

Little things help. I stop at the rose cooler at the grocery store. Stop and open the door. Big whiff of that cool rose smell.

Life should be mellow. Make it so. If you can do it sober. Good luck with shit.
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I consider psychedelics as medicine. I miss dmt and shrooms. Gonna do an extraction soon hopefully. I need more gear. Also i just moved away from my familys shroom fields (cow pastures of Texas) so if i want shrooms ill have to pick up growing
 
SouthCross

SouthCross

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Drowning-Man said:
I consider psychedelics as medicine. I miss dmt and shrooms. Gonna do an extraction soon hopefully. I need more gear. Also i just moved away from my familys shroom fields (cow pastures of Texas) so if i want shrooms ill have to pick up growing
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I'm a disabled army veteran. All the fucked up shit you're feeling. There's others that feeling it too. In spades.

You need some alone time. At the lake or the woods. Put up a tent and eat fist full of shrooms. Flush that nutty stuff out. Reconnect to who and what you are.
 
ruby fruit

ruby fruit

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Drowning-Man said:
I consider psychedelics as medicine. I miss dmt and shrooms. Gonna do an extraction soon hopefully. I need more gear. Also i just moved away from my familys shroom fields (cow pastures of Texas) so if i want shrooms ill have to pick up growing
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Dmt .....aliens are coming
 
BudmanTX

BudmanTX

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Drowning-Man said:
Well I first started using drugs to cover up my emotional anguish as a teenager then once that was past I found it became more of an addiction. "I have a hole in my soul that I fill with dope and I'm feeling fine -Manson- what a lie! My brain chemistry is slowly returning and I now smile and laugh again. But they say meth amphetamine damages your brain in a way that it takes 2 years to recover and some damage use permenate. But my memory is returning and my ability to read books are starting to return. I've returned to the library and my drive and I'm starting to have dreams at night again and stopped having night terrors. I also wake up every day at 730 and go on long bike rides and walks. If 2 months of sobriety can do this I have hope guys. I started praying and meditating every day and that have hope now. I'm thinking once I recover a bit more I'll apply for college.
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first emotional anguish as you were a teen, personally I think most teens go through the "I know everything period, and you don't understand period" in the teen years, unless there is something more...most psychs would prolly call it the defensive phase of growing up. I'm not knocking you at all, just wanna make that clear.

Now the Meth, well that's a whole different subject, that you can get addicted to, you don't sleep, you don't eat, your figity, you always need todo something with your hands, your racing around most of the time for what a friend told me " That one last fix"

Its good that yoru going to the library, itsw good that your reading, its good that things are starting to calm down in your mind, with recovery you take things one day at a time, don't rush it, things will come, have patience(of course most people don't have) that's learned and it takes time.

Goodluck to you bro and have peace

P.S some major advice...stay away from Churches, they will mess you up
 
Drowning-Man

Drowning-Man

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SouthCross said:
I'm a disabled army veteran. All the fucked up shit you're feeling. There's others that feeling it too. In spades.

You need some alone time. At the lake or the woods. Put up a tent and eat fist full of shrooms. Flush that nutty stuff out. Reconnect to who and what you are.
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Me to 2 tours iraq.
 
Drowning-Man

Drowning-Man

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BudmanTX said:
first emotional anguish as you were a teen, personally I think most teens go through the "I know everything period, and you don't understand period" in the teen years, unless there is something more...most psychs would prolly call it the defensive phase of growing up. I'm not knocking you at all, just wanna make that clear.

Now the Meth, well that's a whole different subject, that you can get addicted to, you don't sleep, you don't eat, your figity, you always need todo something with your hands, your racing around most of the time for what a friend told me " That one last fix"

Its good that yoru going to the library, itsw good that your reading, its good that things are starting to calm down in your mind, with recovery you take things one day at a time, don't rush it, things will come, have patience(of course most people don't have) that's learned and it takes time.

Goodluck to you bro and have peace

P.S some major advice...stay away from Churches, they will mess you up
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A church is a building and a Christian is only a man. I'm a follower of christ. I don't care for church much to be honest. Religion is man's attempt at being good enough for God.
 
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