The terms "red pill" and "blue pill" refer to a choice between the willingness to learn a potentially unsettling or life-changing truth by taking the red pill or remaining in contented ignorance with the blue pill.
I took the proverbial "Red Pill" and down the rabbit hole I went (and still go)...
Depends on how you lived this life.
I had a near-death experience 35+ years ago where I was buried alive 12 ft underground while working as a water well tech.
I've been on the other side of the mirror and beyond.