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wildkard91
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80x salvia
3rd time with salvia
smoking method: homemade bong
Location: My room
Background: Soft, familiar music. One lamp in the corner of my room is the only light source.
Local Time before smoking: 12:51 AM
this is my first documented trip report:
Omg, words cannot express what just happened to me. I'm only trying to write it down quickly now, because it is all quickly fading from my mind.
Trying to remember what I did a few minutes ago before smoking feels like trying to remember something from many many years ago, or something in another life. I tripped and lived the life of completely different "people" or existences that were nothing like what we experience. I feel like the preparation, smoking, and onset was a distant memory at the bottom of a pool of water. I can see a picture of me smoking at the bottom of a very deep ocean and that's how I am viewing the memory right now.
I took the first hit and cleared the smoke out of the bong.
I took the second hit, and cleared the bong. Then I set the bong down, looked up and closed the window. The effects came on almost immediatly (this is my 3rd salvia trip 1st: 10x out of a bong 2nd: 80x out of a bowl) and I knew that I needed to sit (lay) down soon or I was going to fall.
I made it to my bed and I laid down. I'm not entirely sure what happened next, but I was basically thrown into a giant vat of color. Everything washed all around me and consumed me as if it was hungry for my flesh. My bed became a swimming pool of life.
I suddenly felt very peculiar, i had the overwhelming sense that I was in a place where I was not performing my proper responsibilities. Then, as if bursting into a very bright room after a prolonged time in darkness everything started to melt into me. Things collided into my vision and swirled all around me. It melted and I was consumed entirely by everything in my room.
I was in a pool of color, but it wasn't just color, it was colors I had never seen, sounds, feelings, emotions. (I can only describe them as colors because thats what I saw them as) They rained down on top of me and washed all over me, inhabiting everything I am. I became each color and knew it as a seperate entity.
It literally all melted down into nothing and I was mixed in with it like some kind of giant cake batter. It was alot calmer than the way I'm explaining it. I wasn't freaking out that I was melting, rather I was in awe of how everything melted together into this one giant existence. I was sloshed around in this giant pool of color for a while until this being decided to pull me out.
Once out, I was taken to this area where it was almost like I was experencing the melting again, only this time I was just melting into a puddle on the floor. I felt my face melt into itself and my teeth(which apparently can't melt) fell down on top of me. I still existed entirely as myself, but I felt apart of everything else. It is really hard to explain but it was like being entirely unique but still being apart of something that all went together. I was watching it happen from an omniscient 3rd person kind of view, however, I could still feel it and I was still inside my body.
I suddenly had this strange creature that had pulled me out of the original pool tell me it was my job to replace anything else that melted in this room with a new sets of teeth like what had happened to me (since the melted versions of everything now had no teeth because the teeth couldn't melt) I had to reach others and place the teeth into this new person. I hadn't been doing a very good job of this beforehand apparently because I got a good long lecture as to how I was doing it wrong and I really needed to quick slacking.
I then became the new teeth setter on all of these "things" that just seemed to show up and randomly melt into the vat for no reason. I and replaced thousands of sets of teeth for what seemed like an enternity. (I know that sounds absolutely absurd but it's what happened)
Then, as if none of it had ever happened I was on my bed again, and I saw my nightstand once again, only this time there was a soothing female voice speaking to me. They were saying, "come over". I was then overwhelmed with this feeling of returning to very long lost place I had not been in possibly thousands if not millions of years. By this point I was obviously very disoriented and I was 100% convinced that everything I was seeing was part of the vision of someone else. I was part of the background of something much greater than whatever I was experiencing and I suddenly ceased to exist. I could not speak and I could move because I was so insignificant. I became non existant. Everything I was seeing seemed to move down in the form of a wave and I sat there forever, my only purpose was to simply exist in the background of something much greater than myself, something I was to play such a very small, unnoticcable part of that my consciousness did not even register. The voices, speaking to me, telling me I was doing what I was doing wrong because I was fighting it so hard. Trying to get back to who I was, who I am... And I stayed where I was forever, insignificant. Nonexistant. As I was fading out of this existence, my body decided I needed to sit up. As I sat, I spent another eternity just existing as absolutely nothing, just a background.
I then felt as if I was being poured back into a mold that was my body. (All the while I'm still sitting upright on my bed) The only thing I could actually "feel" in the sense of the way we "feel" things, was my tongue on the roof of my mouth. I then proceeded to lick my far left top tooth and I had the sensation that the tooth next to it was gone. When I placed my tongue in the void a new tooth rose into existence. I moved my tongue all the way around my mouth in a panic that I had done something stupid during my trip and lost some of my teeth, I kept going all the way around my mouth and my teeth just kept going and going all around my head. I don't really feel like it was just my teeth, it was almost like my memories and personality and physical being was pouring back into my body with each tooth reappearing. After what seemed like a literal infinite enternities I was back in my room looking up at the ceiling and seeing everything kind of sliding around and my ceiling fan was spinning (it was off the entire time)
All of the feelings I felt during my trip, all of the conversations I had, all of the things I saw, it was all 100% totally indescribable. None of it was anything like anything in our world, I can't even begin to grasp how radically different it was.
I got up and sat down at my computer and tried to type out everything that I just experienced, however I was (am) still really high and its coming out all jumbled up. Sorry for any typos or parts of that, that don't make much sense. I did the best I could to put it into words lol.
Any questions/comments would be greatly appreciated.
I had to go through alot to actually write all of that down
80x salvia
3rd time with salvia
smoking method: homemade bong
Location: My room
Background: Soft, familiar music. One lamp in the corner of my room is the only light source.
Local Time before smoking: 12:51 AM
this is my first documented trip report:
Omg, words cannot express what just happened to me. I'm only trying to write it down quickly now, because it is all quickly fading from my mind.
Trying to remember what I did a few minutes ago before smoking feels like trying to remember something from many many years ago, or something in another life. I tripped and lived the life of completely different "people" or existences that were nothing like what we experience. I feel like the preparation, smoking, and onset was a distant memory at the bottom of a pool of water. I can see a picture of me smoking at the bottom of a very deep ocean and that's how I am viewing the memory right now.
I took the first hit and cleared the smoke out of the bong.
I took the second hit, and cleared the bong. Then I set the bong down, looked up and closed the window. The effects came on almost immediatly (this is my 3rd salvia trip 1st: 10x out of a bong 2nd: 80x out of a bowl) and I knew that I needed to sit (lay) down soon or I was going to fall.
I made it to my bed and I laid down. I'm not entirely sure what happened next, but I was basically thrown into a giant vat of color. Everything washed all around me and consumed me as if it was hungry for my flesh. My bed became a swimming pool of life.
I suddenly felt very peculiar, i had the overwhelming sense that I was in a place where I was not performing my proper responsibilities. Then, as if bursting into a very bright room after a prolonged time in darkness everything started to melt into me. Things collided into my vision and swirled all around me. It melted and I was consumed entirely by everything in my room.
I was in a pool of color, but it wasn't just color, it was colors I had never seen, sounds, feelings, emotions. (I can only describe them as colors because thats what I saw them as) They rained down on top of me and washed all over me, inhabiting everything I am. I became each color and knew it as a seperate entity.
It literally all melted down into nothing and I was mixed in with it like some kind of giant cake batter. It was alot calmer than the way I'm explaining it. I wasn't freaking out that I was melting, rather I was in awe of how everything melted together into this one giant existence. I was sloshed around in this giant pool of color for a while until this being decided to pull me out.
Once out, I was taken to this area where it was almost like I was experencing the melting again, only this time I was just melting into a puddle on the floor. I felt my face melt into itself and my teeth(which apparently can't melt) fell down on top of me. I still existed entirely as myself, but I felt apart of everything else. It is really hard to explain but it was like being entirely unique but still being apart of something that all went together. I was watching it happen from an omniscient 3rd person kind of view, however, I could still feel it and I was still inside my body.
I suddenly had this strange creature that had pulled me out of the original pool tell me it was my job to replace anything else that melted in this room with a new sets of teeth like what had happened to me (since the melted versions of everything now had no teeth because the teeth couldn't melt) I had to reach others and place the teeth into this new person. I hadn't been doing a very good job of this beforehand apparently because I got a good long lecture as to how I was doing it wrong and I really needed to quick slacking.
I then became the new teeth setter on all of these "things" that just seemed to show up and randomly melt into the vat for no reason. I and replaced thousands of sets of teeth for what seemed like an enternity. (I know that sounds absolutely absurd but it's what happened)
Then, as if none of it had ever happened I was on my bed again, and I saw my nightstand once again, only this time there was a soothing female voice speaking to me. They were saying, "come over". I was then overwhelmed with this feeling of returning to very long lost place I had not been in possibly thousands if not millions of years. By this point I was obviously very disoriented and I was 100% convinced that everything I was seeing was part of the vision of someone else. I was part of the background of something much greater than whatever I was experiencing and I suddenly ceased to exist. I could not speak and I could move because I was so insignificant. I became non existant. Everything I was seeing seemed to move down in the form of a wave and I sat there forever, my only purpose was to simply exist in the background of something much greater than myself, something I was to play such a very small, unnoticcable part of that my consciousness did not even register. The voices, speaking to me, telling me I was doing what I was doing wrong because I was fighting it so hard. Trying to get back to who I was, who I am... And I stayed where I was forever, insignificant. Nonexistant. As I was fading out of this existence, my body decided I needed to sit up. As I sat, I spent another eternity just existing as absolutely nothing, just a background.
I then felt as if I was being poured back into a mold that was my body. (All the while I'm still sitting upright on my bed) The only thing I could actually "feel" in the sense of the way we "feel" things, was my tongue on the roof of my mouth. I then proceeded to lick my far left top tooth and I had the sensation that the tooth next to it was gone. When I placed my tongue in the void a new tooth rose into existence. I moved my tongue all the way around my mouth in a panic that I had done something stupid during my trip and lost some of my teeth, I kept going all the way around my mouth and my teeth just kept going and going all around my head. I don't really feel like it was just my teeth, it was almost like my memories and personality and physical being was pouring back into my body with each tooth reappearing. After what seemed like a literal infinite enternities I was back in my room looking up at the ceiling and seeing everything kind of sliding around and my ceiling fan was spinning (it was off the entire time)
All of the feelings I felt during my trip, all of the conversations I had, all of the things I saw, it was all 100% totally indescribable. None of it was anything like anything in our world, I can't even begin to grasp how radically different it was.
I got up and sat down at my computer and tried to type out everything that I just experienced, however I was (am) still really high and its coming out all jumbled up. Sorry for any typos or parts of that, that don't make much sense. I did the best I could to put it into words lol.
Any questions/comments would be greatly appreciated.
I had to go through alot to actually write all of that down
