ataxia
Well-Known Member
if i had to describe myself (which i hate doing)... I'm the type of person who has followed my "heart" in life. I've limited my own chances at a "normal" life due to the fact that I, like many others, march to the beat of my own drum. Literally. I know what my weakness and potentials are ... I know that there is a handfull of things in life that i have passion for and at this stage in my life sowing seed is what makes me happy, makes me feel validated, I've imbibed growing like a sponge only to have it torn down, charged with felonies and risked my loved ones.
so now that you've heard my dear abby paragraph ...i'm wondering what others have done or do in my situation. How do you continue on knowing that your craft, passion, means of income, whatever you would call it ..has to come cease?
I'd love to hear input on what other growers have done after they've been raided and charged. Sorry for the sappy post. It's a depressing time, and all i think about every morning is how much i miss tending to my garden.
I think if i had to choose between smoking or growing for the rest of my life ..... i would opt for growing. Much more self satisfying.
so now that you've heard my dear abby paragraph ...i'm wondering what others have done or do in my situation. How do you continue on knowing that your craft, passion, means of income, whatever you would call it ..has to come cease?
I'd love to hear input on what other growers have done after they've been raided and charged. Sorry for the sappy post. It's a depressing time, and all i think about every morning is how much i miss tending to my garden.
I think if i had to choose between smoking or growing for the rest of my life ..... i would opt for growing. Much more self satisfying.