JamesWolverine
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Before I used to get high and then I used to look forward to sobering up next day and waking up fresh and going out on sunny day, was epic, is it because my life sucks?
Why don't I enjoy being sober anymore?
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srh88
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MeJuana
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No it is because you re a creature of habit. Clean out you may be off for years, I did it throuh my twenties. Your life is what you decide it will be so if you are unhappy make a drastic change. Quitting pot is not drastic enough likely you need to go for an accomplishment
dannyboy602
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ur running from something bud...don't know what...tell me more...in fact....tell me everything.
JamesWolverine
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Just sometimes I don't want to live anymore, lifes can suck too many fake people, people that are out for themselves, people that will be like a snake behind your back, people that so called said loved you and would be there for you are no longer there I feel like I'm going to fail in life I feel like shit.
hondagrower420
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go speak to a professional if youre having thoughts like that.
they also have free hotlines.
JamesWolverine
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Yeah I'm already seeing them, there's an 18 weeks wait for the therapy lol
they have free hotlines to call with actual counselors who can talk to you while youre waiting
Singlemalt
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You are around 20 right? It's just developmental angst, you know, the transition to adulthood. Its quite common.
Hookabelly
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So either a bad break up or you are just waking up to adult life.
You know how when you'e growing up and your parents teach you to treat others how you'd like to be treated? When you hit your mid to late 20's life kicks you with snip toed boots right in the asshole a few times and you realize folks are, for the most part self involved slobs. It is a very depressing realization.
The good news is that there ARE good folks around, you just have to keep looking. And keep practicing what your parents taught you, but with boundaries. You learn to grow some armor.
Hang in there. And like Sunni said, it it's something that you feel you can't cope with, please call someone. Do you have any family/friends around you can trust?
Iloveskywalkerog
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It's because you're used to smoking weed a lot, I don't really like being sober, but I definitely recommend taking at least 1 or 2 sober days a week as it is tolerable, I don't know, I don't consider weed to really take you out of sobriety completely like alcohol.
StonedFarmer
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Usually near a bridge you can press a buttonand it calls.hotline for.free!
Idk if it is free anywhere else. Personally I just like to chat its why I went to rehab the first fewtimes.
It is nice to have.someone you can confide in. I am that kind kf guy
420monster
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Are you in eu? I never heard of this in the us
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alaskachic
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Hey Jw my early 20's kinda sucked. It gets better! May I be nosey & ask how come you feel that way today right now? People do care in this shitty world still!
StonedFarmer
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Naw mate I from aomewhere Northof you
420monster
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MeJuana
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Oh man in my early twenties I had my downs. You'll find your way it is just a little hard to be truly confident in life before you have really succeeded in things. Weed definitely helps, rule number 1 if you feel like total shit smoke some weed while thinking positive. You can come back to that other shit later
JamesWolverine
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Yes, combination of all the stuff you described including breakup.