StonedBlownSkiller
Well-Known Member
So I was just wondering exactly why some of my fellow growers.....grow. Some people cash crop and some just dont wanna pay for weed. Im looking however for a more personal response. For example;
I grow because it eases my OCD and anxiety. It gives me something to keep my mind focused on instead of other depressing shit. I was on a path of feeling like I was headed nowhere after released from prison and couldnt get a job so all I did was sit around and do absolutely nothing. I started growing for cash purposes but realized it helped with my anxiety and all.
I didnt like the idea of dying a nobody and standing for nothing. Being a part of a community that smokes and loves weed as much as me is record that I was here doing what I love and impacting the world of marijuana growers if only just a bit. It may just be weed but for me its a passion that is rewarding and also inviting. Having the life of another creation in your hands is a amazing feeling. Then sitting back and seeing how good of a job youve done is the most rewarding feeling Ive ever felt and I can assume that my growing future holds massive possibilities and I dont plan on ever stopping regardless of what happens with laws in the future.
I may be just stoned and rambling. But its all good, just wanted to share..
I grow because it eases my OCD and anxiety. It gives me something to keep my mind focused on instead of other depressing shit. I was on a path of feeling like I was headed nowhere after released from prison and couldnt get a job so all I did was sit around and do absolutely nothing. I started growing for cash purposes but realized it helped with my anxiety and all.
I didnt like the idea of dying a nobody and standing for nothing. Being a part of a community that smokes and loves weed as much as me is record that I was here doing what I love and impacting the world of marijuana growers if only just a bit. It may just be weed but for me its a passion that is rewarding and also inviting. Having the life of another creation in your hands is a amazing feeling. Then sitting back and seeing how good of a job youve done is the most rewarding feeling Ive ever felt and I can assume that my growing future holds massive possibilities and I dont plan on ever stopping regardless of what happens with laws in the future.
I may be just stoned and rambling. But its all good, just wanted to share..