Life bullshit... needed to get this out some how. This is why we smoke.

heymo85 said:

dude the fuckin chat wont load for me does it work for you??i tried a few weeks ago and again today and it wouldnt load either time.
i love you too

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i have really enjoyed it since the format was changed some 4 months ago. i miss the old chat. the new chat seems so clinical. just my opinion.

fdd2blk said:

i have really enjoyed it since the format was changed some 4 months ago. i miss the old chat. the new chat seems so clinical. just my opinion.

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yea i liked the old one better too..i had quit going at all and tried a few weeks ago and it wouldnt work..but im probably not missing out on anything

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

And the thing about it is, this is happening everywhere! With tons of people! The job market is flooded, we're entering an era where you're gonna have to be self-made, because coorporate America is cheap, sending all the jobs over-seas to other countries that do absolutely nothing to contribute BACK to our society. Our government fucking sucks, and we have to suffer for it. That shit is so gay. I have one recomendation, specialize in something that can't be duplicated easy. An example, would be the idea that I had to make masks and specialize in doing special effects make-up for movies and such. Its not hard to get into and I have the artistic ability and drive to learn but I'll be damned if I'm gonna spend another 4 years in college learning that stuff, spend 130 grand of my money and then have to spend another 4-6 years building my reputation in the business only to be making yet another "decent living," I'm getting rich the way I know how. I got a family to take care of, if I were single... maybe. I'm past the point though of trying to specialize in something. If that were gonna be anything, it should've been what I already went to school for. That's just how I feel, can't help that. I'm sure you feel exactly the same way.

wtfd00d said:

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

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YOU'RE gay lol, dude ur crazy as hell.

heymo85 said:

lol i loved it...its deep...
girl or gay ill take bets
oh and its true..real men dont cry..and im nothing more than a young punk...ask anyone ask fdd hel tell ya but he still loves me..why cant you??

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Purple_Ganja said:

YOU'RE gay lol, dude ur crazy as hell.

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damn that was original..i am crazy i think i crave too much attention so i randomly pick fights....but your post was hallmark worthy.very very rainbowish
i love you purple ganja..we will be great friends.

lmao, this fucken guy. Don't suck up to me, you're not touching my... weed. I know that's all you care about aint it, my purply weed. Well fuck that; hands off! You can have a *hug* but that's all the love you get from me, BITCH lol.

heymo85 said:

damn that was original..i am crazy i think i crave too much attention so i randomly pick fights....but your post was hallmark worthy.very very rainbowish
i love you purple ganja..we will be great friends.

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Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

I had no choice but to try and change, I had to grow up. I miss my mom and pops everyday but they are my inspiration to have a good life, a full life. I don't think either one of them would like it if I wallowed and was sad about there passing, plus I want to have some fun now. My mom's illness was long and very involved...she's in a better place now. And remember you can not change the past so just move forward...my late twenties and early 30's were a blur cause of the drinking...at least I got it out of the way..lol. And on the bright side I still have my Mom Mom, and yes I still call her Mom Mom, she's great and an avid gardener...taught me everything I know about vegetables. Another plus that happened was I became an uncle for the first time a month after my mom passed...I have a beautiful niece...it's great.

I have been doing the same things you are lately. going to church more (and not liking it, but that's just cuz of where I live), caring for people that care about me, stuff like that. We have a responsability to our friends, whether we want it/like it or not. I've decided to take that responsability and like it. Now that I know how necessary it was, I find myself wanting more of it (responsability).

PHILL-E BLUNT said:

Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

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Purple_Ganja said:

lmao, this fucken guy. Don't suck up to me, you're not touching my... weed. I know that's all you care about aint it, my purply weed. Well fuck that; hands off! You can have a *hug* but that's all the love you get from me, BITCH lol.

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whats your age?

PHILL-E BLUNT said:

Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

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Keep up the good work. Its never too late to take your life in a new direction.

hearmenow said:

Well done, caste! You are an inspiration to others. Fortunately, I've never had an issue with alcohol or any other vice.......except pot and that's been a vice for probably the last 4 years.

I've come to the conclusion that happiness is a state of mind. We all have the power to be "happy" no matter what our circumstances. I'm also going through a rough period and I've been down the last couple days but I also am a strong believer in the mantra that what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.

One small story for you: back in 1999, my ex-wife was 6 months pregnant with our baby and I was about to close on our new home. The day before I was to close on our home, my boss let me go. The day before! With a 6 month pregnant wife! Needless to say, this was a very dark day in my life. To make a long story short, I was unemployed for 6 weeks but when I did land my new job, it was at a much higher salary, better perks and an annual bonus. Looking back now, losing my job actually helped me in the long run, even though I'm since divorced and changed companies 4 times. But that's another story.........

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Thanks, hearmenow, loosing your job with a pregnant wife had to be really tough. I'm gald it worked out in the long run.

I don't think I'm young enough lol, centimeter peter eater! lmao

heymo85 said:

whats your age?

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wtfd00d said:

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

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Plenty Jobs out in Oz man, labour shortage here

Purple_Ganja said:

I don't think I'm young enough lol, centimeter peter eater! lmao

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fair enough...my birthdays on saturday..you wanna wish me a happy one?

damn, this world is so cruel. i fee like I've got it good, I'm not even started with my career. so after all your experisnces, all, what should I do? I'm thinking electrician's Union. no college. planned on it, studied for it, but i think that college can suck my clit
.... fuck that, it's not for everyone. so what do you guys think?

College is completely overrated and you found out the hard way....

Everyone acts like college works all these miracles and you come out guaranteed 18-25 dollars an hour doing whatever your doing. Its all bullshit so they can make money...those assholes make a fortune.

My father didnt waste his time in college and he lives in a 1.5 million dollar home and drives a $65,000 car.

Unfortunately you found this out the hard way.

good luck with everything man Im sure things will turn around you just gotta make it happen.