ROOSTERMAN
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Desomorphine its self is not the problem, its bacterial contamination combined with horrible injection technick's. the stuff was safely used in some country for a period of time, before better options became available.
Why ?If your not going to IV oxy, you might as well just buy hydrocodone and save some money
Why ?
Orally twice as potent and actually a 10/325 oxy $5-7 the same price as 10/325 hydro here
I can get an oc80 for $30-40 street
Also all the opiates have dif highs
Your parents must be so proud.i'm getting a oxy 80 soon
Agreed. There is no escape from this unparalleled, god-tier scientific, hauntingly choleric, guilty enslavement to her minions. Tina, why you had to fuck my life up?Amphetamines are the worst drug
I'll kill myself while the dealer's eating Japanese food
I ain't got no pride, I'm buyin this shit
I'm lying to myself telling the runner I'm trying to quit
It's all make believe, I pretend that I'm true
"It will probably take you at least one year before you're good enough to make it all the way here. One rough year. One tough year, full of bumps and bruises."
It's sad when you're walking tord your meth dealer and 20yards off he says out loud "What the fuck happened to you?"Agreed. There is no escape from this unparalleled, god-tier scientific, hauntingly choleric, guilty enslavement to her minions. Tina, why you had to fuck my life up?
I was a hair away from killing my self on Saturday. I can't take it any more.Fucking dying man imfucking dyyiing..
And that's why I went clean
It's not any drug itself, it's the moderation/dosage that's the most destructive aspect.
Btw heroin is worst
Can't I've tried every route. Insurance won't pay, but because I have insurance the state won't pay. Catch 22. And the free ones won't take me because I have to take medication and there not medical insured to dispense medication and there not medically licences. I've spent 2 years now called every rehab in Texas not joking. Insurance will only pay for medical detox which is only like a week or emergency psychiatric hospitalisation for suicide attempts. Already been to detox 3 times this year. The government mentioned doesn't give a fuck and all my family but my mom doesn't either all the Bridges in America are on fire. And my psychiatrist hands are tied. All they can do is prescribe me medicine. All I can do is research on self help. I'm down to psychedelics at the moment, like LSD and Aya, which must be done in the right setting. DMT helped me for a few months but I ran out and relapsed. I'm getting 5 hits of acid in a few days. I'm going to do a therapeutic trip which I'll explain the process later. Research was done on alcoholics 500 people took acid and 59%Go get help. Check into rehab asap.
I doubt it's easy to get a hold of, but if you're willing to go the route of psychedelics, Ibogaine would be worth researching. It can be dangerous, so it's not a thing to take lightly or on your own, but it has (as far as my research has turned up at least) an unparalleled success rate when it comes to successfully kicking addiction and preventing/eliminating withdrawal symptoms.Can't I've tried every route. Insurance won't pay, but because I have insurance the state won't pay. Catch 22. And the free ones won't take me because I have to take medication and there not medical insured to dispense medication and there not medically licences. I've spent 2 years now called every rehab in Texas not joking. Insurance will only pay for medical detox which is only like a week or emergency psychiatric hospitalisation for suicide attempts. Already been to detox 3 times this year. The government mentioned doesn't give a fuck and all my family but my mom doesn't either all the Bridges in America are on fire. And my psychiatrist hands are tied. All they can do is prescribe me medicine. All I can do is research on self help. I'm down to psychedelics at the moment, like LSD and Aya, which must be done in the right setting. DMT helped me for a few months but I ran out and relapsed. I'm getting 5 hits of acid in a few days. I'm going to do a therapeutic trip which I'll explain the process later. Research was done on alcoholics 500 people took acid and 59%
Became clean. So I'm gonna try it. Gonna "Acquire" DMT and harmalas for pharmahuasca next month as well. Trust me I spend 70% of the day researching my salvation. Even while I'm high, especially when I'm high. If you guys wanna do research and post me everything you find I'm 100% to all your help.
Already researched it. Only effective really for opioid. Its not the trip that cures the addiction but the specific effect on the opioid neural pathways. Not useful for amphetamines. Thank you so much for the advice tho. Tried salvia for help to which research shows to be an addiction antagonist but I just can't handle the trip. It doesn't permanently halt addiction but halts cravings for a few days at a time and I just couldn't handle it. Lady salvia is a cunt. Not one I could meet up with a few times a weekk.I doubt it's easy to get a hold of, but if you're willing to go the route of psychedelics, Ibogaine would be worth researching. It can be dangerous, so it's not a thing to take lightly or on your own, but it has (as far as my research has turned up at least) an unparalleled success rate when it comes to successfully kicking addiction and preventing/eliminating withdrawal symptoms.
Here is a pretty great documentary about it (Potential trigger warning as there is lots of footage of shooting up given that it is an autobiographical doc by an addict who is actively trying to kick). It's worth watching the whole thing if you can.
I have one, 15 years now. It is psychological for my drug use mostly but with meth it's also a chemical addiction plus I can't get rehab like I've stated. Plus outa all drug addictions rehab for meth has a success rate of 1-5%. Don't know why this is but that's the federal stats done on 10s thousands of addicts, look it up.The problem is addiction is strictly mental
Rehabs are good at getting you clean. Not so good at teaching why you have such a strong desire to not be. Or to actually aid this.
You would truly need a psychologist
Alot of it is subconscious probly goes back to when I was 13. That's why I'm going to try this psychedelic attemt. Gonna try to hack my subconscious.The problem is addiction is strictly mental
Rehabs are good at getting you clean. Not so good at teaching why you have such a strong desire to not be. Or to actually aid this.
You would truly need a psychologist
Like the rest of us
Do a couple weeks in jailI have one, 15 years now. It is psychological for my drug use mostly but with meth it's also a chemical addiction plus I can't get rehab like I've stated. Plus outa all drug addictions rehab for meth has a success rate of 1-5%. Don't know why this is but that's the federal stats done on 10s thousands of addicts, look it up.