I got into a bigger than usual fight with the wife yesterday...mind you the usual being the fucking cops are gonna come. Grabbed a 12 pack, and picked out worm coccons before football. That mundane task, of sifting out tiny little cocoons, was pure bliss. There's always a way to get your mind of things.
The 'Zen' Approach. Works every time.
It is just insane that we remember all the good times and they f'in concentrate on the 1% which were the bad times. Just crazy. I am lucky that there have been no police involved. I have vowed not to call her or text her for anything other than kid related issues.
I am still struggling to find the "energy" or whatever that I need to have to do those tasks. I feel my head is spinning 90% of the time still. I hate this shit. I don't want her back at all since I recently found out that she has a "friend". Makes me sick. She is looking horrible in her kids eyes. For some sick reason that makes me feel better. That sucks about the fight yesterday Red. I get it.
Short term, you are going to have a much harder time than her. Soon as visitation with kids etc is sorted, that tide turns bro. Hang tight mate. And yeah no shame in a little giggle when somebody that fucked you over gets a dose of their own medicine. The 'sick' reason is that at that point, it is a sign that nature will still hold some kind of balance. That's how I see it anyhow.
I had a growers first today...no I'm not talking about a sticky trap to the forehead. I chopped my stud after freaking (Black n Mild style) out some pollen. Noticed most of the main stem was hollow. Doesn't matter now, but is this a good or bad thing? It grew fast and was a great smelling dude...
Tons of herb makes hollow stems. Especially plants that tend to go very big or very tall. Hollow stems in nature are much stronger than solid ones. All the oldest oaks have hollow stems, in their case hollowed out by fungus. The hollow stemmed plants will tend to make very square stems too. It solidifies in the older growth but even that is a lot more flexible than usual. Northern Lights and Haze and Afghan strains can all have very hollow stems. It is something I specifically look for in outdoor plants that are going to grow from September all the way to April. They get MASSIVE, up to 3.5 kilos each and when going guerilla there is no supporting them. They have to be strong and able to not only hold their bud up but do it through rain and wind.
All my Gage testers have hollow stems, I can tell.
It was run in my 'loco coco' mix, which was watered every 2 days. Would this give me a hydro type yield with an organic taste?! That's my goal with the coco mix, and I'm about a month from finding out!
ROLS, ROLS, ROLS... That's how you get hydro yields and organic flavour. You have to build your soil slowly until BAM! Dialled and alive. I am doing my next run in 2nd gen soil, can't wait.
that does suck bro. after veg time. At least it happened early and not mid to late flower. A couple weeks ago I killed 2 plants from seed the hermied in week 6 of flower
The 6-week herm is becoming a common thing. Reading about it all over grow journals and reports etc. Odd, but it really is becoming quite common. And from guys that you just KNOW have dialled in rooms and gear so no grower error involved anywhere.
