Silas, you realy need to shut up if you don't understand. Does your own voice in your head always feel louder than a rock concert? Flouresent lights and the wheel chair loading lift beep make you so dizzy you fall dowm? Will you read up on blu-ray player forums about other source direct players which are a minimum of $400 for at least 2 hours a day after already buying a source direct player. Normal touch feels fine but a feathery touch is like fire. You constantly feel a tingly sensation. People's faces look so different because they can move you get distracted and can't tell a smart ass smile, so you think they like you. Then they say, fuck off. Why? People who are strangers give you funny looks, you ask if they need something, you are treated like you don't exist. Someone would fake all that?