i knew you would find it a little sad, and i understand that, from your perspective it would be a sense of loss for you to imagine your life without all your plants
i do enjoy flowers and plants, but i am happy to let others grow them since they could do an adequate job
when it comes to weed, i have to grow this myself there is no other option, i'm not smoking other peoples weed
if it was consistently as good as mine (the way i like it) then i wouldn't grow weed either it would be less hassle to buy it
i find your position not sad but unnecessarily overcautious, perhaps even a little paranoid
i do not fear cancer myself, perhaps i should, since many of my family members have died as a result
aspartame is feared by some (minority) as a cancer causing agent
others drink it down like there is no tomorrow
i would hazard a guess that there is more chance you will be struck by lighting resulting in fatality
than die as the result of clonex induced cancer
although i concede clonex is just another agent to avoid in a long list of things to avoid
i did read somewhere a list of possible cancer causing agents even those where the risk is small (aspartame)
its a huge list and includes common house hold items
some people that avoid all these things are doing so because of fear and a belief system populated by hippies and youtube
with some science and tree hugging thrown into the mix , its a kind of lifestyle, and i respect this and accept it, you might be right after all
although too much worrying about things (stress) is not good for your health either
peace