When I said that I didn't mean to suggest I am a full blown schizphrenic. I've never experienced seeing visuals as described to me by my friend who actually has schizophrenia and whose brother has "schizophrenic tendencies" or some other word. But I know its not normal to hear voices and sounds that no one else hears, when I am sober.
As for prescription medication "solving" (band-aiding) problems, I quit taking my medicine for quite a while and it resulted in me being admitted to the hampstead mental hospital, not very much fun. Once I got back onto my medicine everything slowly got better, until I would get random panic attacks multiple times throughout the day and that is when I got Klonopins. Now I've been prescribed seroquel to take at night and its supposed to prevent anger during the daytime, but all it does is turn me into a zombie. Not sure too hold onto it or try to get him to switch me to something different.
Yes, I am a medicine "abuser", that fact is pretty clear. However, unlike most people on rollitup I don't (and perhaps this statement is incorrect) have a supply of dank headies. Or a job or drivers license.
This is where pills come in.