broken

[smok3h]

i was so hurt i didnt know what to do. and that night he accidently sent me a text meant for his brother about this hot girl who was making out with him after the date that they went on. i was 17 at the time. i chose them because the chemistry is there... i click with them. and we get along great and then it ends like this

Alright, I understand that. It's easy to sit back and say, "Why the hell didn't you do this or that?" but when it's actually happening to you it's a different story.

I guess I don't know what to tell you. You keep talking about how unattractive you are but I guess I've never seen a picture so I can't really gauge the accuracy of that statement. But of course looks aren't everything. Have you ever tried online dating?

 

[Hepheastus420]

My last bit of advice for this thread.. Well not MY advice, but still.. "keep on keepin on". Peace urca, I hope everything works out for you.

 

[smok3h]

My last bit of advice for this thread.. Well not MY advice, but still.. "keep on keepin on". Peace urca, I hope everything works out for you.

And like that, he was gone. Nothing but a cloud of dust remained where he once stood; only a phantom reminder of what once was.

 

[Urca]

moving is not going to make a guy want me. even the ugly ones dont notice me. these guys just happen to be friends of friends or whatever, run into each other, exchange numbers just to chat, get my hopes up, and then crash them. men see right through me, or with disgust. the only ones who ever vocalize that they want me are old enough to be my father or they are all smacked out

 

[Kaendar]

Like I said.. start dating black guys.

 

[Urca]

i cant force a physical attraction that doesnt exist. im not into black guys though i have tried to give them a fair chance based off of personality alone. and i just didnt like it.

 

[Kaendar]

i cant force a physical attraction that doesnt exist. im not into black guys though i have tried to give them a fair chance based off of personality alone. and i just didnt like it.

I mean.. whats not to like? Tyrese? Trey Songz? Denzel? Me? Lol.. ultimately your gonna be the one thats missing out.

 

[lime73]

I mean.. whats not to like? Tyrese? Trey Songz? Denzel? Me? Lol.. ultimately your gonna be the one thats missing out.

sounds like a date?

Urca???

 

[Urca]

shamar moore. young denzel. etc. are nice but it doesnt change anything.
i just feel like i have no options. seriously, what girl is still a virgin at 19 and never had a bf? even the girls i know who look worse than me but weigh less have had lots of bfs. my mom and sister get lots of guys looking at them. im just going to try and sleep and pretend like i feel better though. problably gonna cry myself to sleep again tonight though. it makes me feel week but i cant help it

 

[Trolling]

if you dont know i cant even get the sex. just a ugly fat girl who always tried to be a good girl, never complain, try to make him happy. and what do i get? a string of men who hurt me deep, still a virgin and never had a bf at 19. i wanna curl up sometimes and never wake up

I'm really trying to say this as delicately as possible but if you hate your body so much, why no go on a diet? Yes I do understand some people have the fat gene but their is always a way around it, it may be tougher but it's better for you in the end.

 

[Urca]

I'm really trying to say this as delicately as possible but if you hate your body so much, why no go on a diet? Yes I do understand some people have the fat gene but their is always a way around it, it may be tougher but it's better for you in the end.

the funny thing is i tell myself everyday i need to go on a diet but my will power is shit and i dont exercise enough

 

[Trolling]

If you want a man bad enough, and I know this sounds shallow, you will have to do it, you will feel better and get alot more attention.

 

[Urca]

why isnt who i am good enough? especially when i treat guys really good.
plus id have to lose about 130 to be good enough for a guy

 

[Kaendar]

out of curiosity.. how big are you? Do you have any body pics? Im not asking to be a perv or anything but I mean ur makin urself seem like your a whale

 

[Urca]

i am a whale.

 

[Trolling]

To he fair, people are attracted to each other within the first 7 seconds. I know their are some occasions but they're rare. Men are men, we can't help what turns us on. Yes I know some are attracted to bigger ladies but for most, it does nothing for us, men and woman think differently.

 

[Urca]

yeah i know. i know i dont really do much for men except for my chest.

 

[FresnoFarmer]

whale's are cute

And uhm excuse me urca but what does looks have to do with anything? I have had model/stripper gf's that i despised for their personality. Beauty isn't skin deep

 

[FresnoFarmer]

I mean.. whats not to like? Tyrese? Trey Songz? Denzel? Me? Lol.. ultimately your gonna be the one thats missing out.

I thought me, kushxoj, and ABM were the only African Americans on this entire site. I guess I underestimated RIU's diversity.

 

[Trolling]

Poll time? Or is their already one somewhere?