ClaytonBigsby
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"We sometimes congratulate ourselves after waking from a troubling dream; it may be so, the moment after death" Nathaniel Hawthorne
I always liked to think that when i die i get to meet god and talk to it for as long as i want and ask it anything i have ever wondered, to have all my questions answered... but it's sort of a childlike fantasy.
I wouldn't like to watch something like that... man it would suck, i've made too many mistakes already, and i'm sure there will be more to come.
Yeah I just can't help thinking that someone or something out there is keeping tabs on what we do. Yes, it sounds silly but holy shit what if I was wrong. As I get older I realize that any loving god wouldn't just "drop" us off on earth and expect us to find our way. So I figured if I am the best person I can be I'll fall into the right category somewhere.
My parents raised me on a combination of native(indian)and catholic beliefs.As I grew I studied various martial arts and the philosifies attatched to such-this past fall I was diagnosed with oral cancer and have had several very painfull treatments and am awaiting results Feb 13th.I have had to face my mortality-that my life will come to an end is very real to me.I may beat this-I may not.I dont think one should worry about dying/death.We should be more concerned with how we treat each other and how we behave in our evryday lives.We only get one chance at life I belive and what it is-is what we make of it.Try to enjoy it all-at least thats what Im trying to do.Peace.
Death can be terrifying if we don't know where we are going.
Say Jesus save me
Get baptized
Live a righteous life
And go to heaven and don't burn forever in a very real and burning hell.
I've heard demons screaming out of someone and i know hell is real.[video=youtube;ci9KI4rSXw4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci9KI4rSXw4[/video]
I hope you get good results brother.