Awful Family, Trying To Find Forgiveness and move on

beardo

beardo

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My family is fucked and has really upset me, I am trying to let go of it and move on but it is not easy. I can't believe how awful they are it's hard to believe we are related.
 
Balzac89 said:
Did they toss your fuck doll beardo
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No im not sure where to begin, the whole thing started years ago and really made me angry but recently it has blown up again and now i'm really upset with my sister when originally it was my father I was mad at, but I became real close with my sister without realizing what an awful person she is.
 
my father never was around and I didn't know him growing up and it was upsetting and pissed me off, I knew who he was but didn't know him, he had a lady he married and had a daughter with years after he had me and as the years went by this bothered me, he had a house for his family and my sister had her dad, well as the years passed I began to come up with a plan to get back at my father for having not been around. It worked in that i'm sure he's pissed off but it hasn't worked out the way I had hoped.
 
You can't choose your family but you can choose your future. Walk away, just walk away and don't look back.
 
curious2garden said:
You can't choose your family but you can choose your future. Walk away, just walk away and don't look back.
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You're right but I had let it be such a major focus of my life for so long now it is hard to adjust and rediscover myself.
I also feel bad for my sister and love her and miss her company and now I have a lot of confused emotions and thoughts
 

  • well as the years passed I began to come up with a plan to get back at my father for having not been around.​
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Karma. If you wouldn't of did this then all of whats happening to you now wouldn't of happened. Im not blaming you, many would do the same (myself included).
 
Whatstrain said:
Karma. If you wouldn't of did this then all of whats happening to you now wouldn't of happened. Im not blaming you, many would do the same (myself included).
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You may be right but at the time it seemed like the thing to do, you see a few years back I moved to the town where they lived, made friends with a few people from the younger crowd and became the go to guy for party favors and such, as time went on I got to know more people and would have parties with lots of people and their friends at my place and it wasn't long until I was introduced to my sister, at first she would come over with her friends or they would call me when they needed something and they would stop by but I would tell her to call me then she just started calling me on her own and we started spending time together on our own, we would party together and enjoy eachothers company, that's how it started, we bacame so close, what started as just a plan to piss off my father became something more, and now I am the one who has been hurt.
 
Walk. It will hurt them, and make you feel better as you start to heal. You wanted to know, now you do. Move on and forget that part of your life. As C2G said, go forward, don't look back. Their loss.
 
UncleBuck said:
do you want to fuck her?
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I was, I mean we were fucking for about a year but at times it was true lovemaking like i had never known before, it was like we were meant for eachother, like we were soul mates, we tripped together a lot and developed a deep bond it was amazing, she got pregnant and we were planning on telling dad, I wanted to go over with her for dinner but she told him and brought him for a surprise visit to my place and he realized who I was because I live with my grandma and he knows her from when he and my mom were together, he hit me and freaked out and left my sister freaked out and now she wont even talk to me, I know now it was wrong of me to create this situation but I think our love is real and pure and I was planning on staying with her and she had said she wanted to be with me but now that she knows i'm her brother she wont answer my calls. I'm hoping we can talk and work it out, maybe she will calm down, it's not her fault our fathers an asshole
 
beardo said:
I was, I mean we were fucking for about a year but at times it was true lovemaking like i had never known before, it was like we were meant for eachother, like we were soul mates, we tripped together a lot and developed a deep bond it was amazing, she got pregnant and we were planning on telling dad, I wanted to go over with her for dinner but she told him and brought him for a surprise visit to my place and he realized who I was because I live with my grandma and he knows her from when he and my mom were together, he hit me and freaked out and left my sister freaked out and now she wont even talk to me, I know now it was wrong of me to create this situation but I think our love is real and pure and I was planning on staying with her and she had said she wanted to be with me but now that she knows i'm her brother she wont answer my calls. I'm hoping we can talk and work it out, maybe she will calm down, it's not her fault our fathers an asshole
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I swear to god, I fucking love you.
 
beardo said:
I was, I mean we were fucking for about a year but at times it was true lovemaking like i had never known before, it was like we were meant for eachother, like we were soul mates, we tripped together a lot and developed a deep bond it was amazing, she got pregnant and we were planning on telling dad, I wanted to go over with her for dinner but she told him and brought him for a surprise visit to my place and he realized who I was because I live with my grandma and he knows her from when he and my mom were together, he hit me and freaked out and left my sister freaked out and now she wont even talk to me, I know now it was wrong of me to create this situation but I think our love is real and pure and I was planning on staying with her and she had said she wanted to be with me but now that she knows i'm her brother she wont answer my calls. I'm hoping we can talk and work it out, maybe she will calm down, it's not her fault our fathers an asshole
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This made my penis move!
 
beardo said:
I was, I mean we were fucking for about a year but at times it was true lovemaking like i had never known before, it was like we were meant for eachother, like we were soul mates, we tripped together a lot and developed a deep bond it was amazing, she got pregnant and we were planning on telling dad, I wanted to go over with her for dinner but she told him and brought him for a surprise visit to my place and he realized who I was because I live with my grandma and he knows her from when he and my mom were together, he hit me and freaked out and left my sister freaked out and now she wont even talk to me, I know now it was wrong of me to create this situation but I think our love is real and pure and I was planning on staying with her and she had said she wanted to be with me but now that she knows i'm her brother she wont answer my calls. I'm hoping we can talk and work it out, maybe she will calm down, it's not her fault our fathers an asshole
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gonna need to see some pics of your sister.
 
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