kittybitches
Well-Known Member
so heres the deal. im such an asshole. like one that no one would ever believe, and now, only now, when its too late, i figure out that im the one that needs to change. i was growing and i had the perfect setup. my girl was bringing in money from her job, and so anyways, after a couple of years i just became a dick. like a total dick. and a couple weeks ago, my dad died and i just bottled up everything. i was already frustrated that i couldnt love my girlfriend they way that she deserved, and i was frustrated from the death of my father. i pushed her away to working more hours, and she left me home alone to grieve and that hurt so much worse. so i trashed the house. like really trashed it. and when she came home she said "its just stuff". was so ashamed that just broke down and realized then how much she truly loves me. so i dont think i have a chance, but if she gave me one id be ever diligent and grateful.she took off and i havent heard from her in two days. im wondering if i have a chance. she is worth it, but im not sure i am for her. and the jury says........................
