California Dream Grow (Skywalker Og)

323cheezy said:

I think tahoe clown sounds way better ..just me.. i could be wrong ... but i stick to my guns... tahoe clown is the best name ever...

Hey what ever happened to that cheesy guy.... does he stilll grow bud?
Maybe his plants were eating by wild beavers...lol

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lordjin said:

I don't like clowns. In fact I hate them.

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cbtbudz said:

hey cheezy did you still want a cut of that power back?it is a great cut,thick quick buds that are very frosty,i like it a lot,staying in the garden for a while.

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DST said:

Beavers making OG Kush Dams at your place cheeze? I love the Beaver on the road welcoming peeps to Canada clip....let me go find it...

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there you go, he even say's your name at the end, tehehehe.

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323cheezy said:

welll then u must hate me all mighty jin... im a clown in many ways...

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323cheezy said:

Im calling it quits folks....
Feels like i wasted allot of time growing buds...
I dont want to do this anymore ...there are things that i feel are way more important to me ...
Seems like a life i cant escape....

Ive put so much time and effort in to my grows that i kinda put everyhting else to the side...
I quit my carear as an electrician...
Dropped out of college after 5 years...
And i can wholeheartedly say that growing weed hasnt helped me by any means...
If anything its only saved me a few bucks here and there....but in the long term led me down a crooked path ...
Of chain smoking blunt after blunt and kicking all my other real goals to the side...

It almost disgust me....
I, in no way want to be mesured as a man by how great my buds are...or how great of a grower i am...
whats really important to me are the people around me ... my family ....my friends...
They are whats important to me ...
In some ways i want to be a better person ...not for me but for my brothers ... my mom ..my pops....
My significant other.....

I told my gf to go and have a better life... i cant give that to her.... i know she will be back she always come back.... It really pains me to do things like that ...and as selfish as it sounds i did it for the best ...

Its not about me...
If i can do one thing to make someone feel better. or change someones opinoin, or just be there for someone in times of need,,that is more than enuff satisfaction for me....

Like i said before , im a lover of art , literature, and all kinds of ill shit my friends....
Altho i do appreciate all the support and friendships i gained its time for me to step back and take a real close look at the world for what it really is....

I will most likely be working and not on here anymore.... but most of yous will still remain in my thoughts...
Its my time to do whats right for me ... not for me .... but for the people around me ... so that i can do more for them....
If anything i ask you to get out of your comfort zone and keeep cheez in your prayers ....im hoping to do big things soon... that dont involve buds....

My buds are still alive and willl be harveted ...but i have nothing to prove there fucking bomb meds ... i dont need to post em ... trust me there good... and maybe you to will be able to try them ....
If you really want to hit me up on a pm .... ill be checking...

so there u have it folks cheez hs left the building... what a sentimental fuck!lol


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The biggest trick the devil ever pulled on the world is convincing them he didnt exist ....
And like that hes gone...

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DST said:

Take it easy then and good luck with it. If growing is holding you back in your life then definitely time to change. Growing has just made my life better in the whole so I can't complain. It's all about measuring whats important cheeze and sounds like you have gone through it.

Again, take care,

Tot ziens, DST

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cannawizard said:

..how do you shoot the Devil in the back... Gd; loved that movie

--hope all is well Jin

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DST said:

Take it easy then and good luck with it. If growing is holding you back in your life then definitely time to change. Growing has just made my life better in the whole so I can't complain. It's all about measuring whats important cheeze and sounds like you have gone through it.

Again, take care,

Tot ziens, DST

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wyteberrywidow said:

Yes cheeze do what you feel is best I wish u the best I knew u for a while on here so yes u would be thought about and I wish the best for uand goals. Good luck man

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lordjin said:

Sounds like you and me need to have a talk, friend. I totally respect your decision, but want to hear more from you. You'll fill me in when you come over to try my shit... and I try your shit. You're still gonna at least do that, right?




That's really great to hear, D. I feel the same way.

I've done a lot of stupid shit in my younger days, who hasn't? (and I'm still doing it to this day apparently).

Cannabis is a naturally occuring substance, but it is still a brain-altering medication that can be used incorrectly and abused. I think we all walk a fine line between responsible medication and getting high all the fuckin' time for shits and giggles... Many can say that I smoked away a lot of good years of my life, too. But it's all a matter of perspective because the people who are most likely to tell me that smoking weed is a waste of time are the people whose lives I wouldn't want for myself anyway. I think they're the sad ones with their nine to five, nagging wife, screaming kids, and mortgage. I may be a pathetic stoner, but at least I'm free, don't have to answer to some bitchy wife, and walk around with my stoned-ass dignity intact. That's more important to me than anything.

But the fact remains that it is an effective treatment for seriously ill people. I don't really consider pot as representative of me, but rather that I'm a representative of pot. That's why I've decided to devote the rest of my life to championing the promotion of sane medical mj use through the web. I hope you'll assist me with your knowledge and unique perspective.

There's no kids and white picket fence for guys like me. I gotta do something else with myself.

And Cheeze? Don't worry, bro. I'll grow for you. You can come see me whenever you feel like smoking.

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medicalmaryjane said:

when r we hanging out? lets get togehter this week. ive been very sick but i think i am improving. willl u b arund this week? i havent been able to hike due to my health. my poor dog is sick now too, i had to bring him to the vet today. i hope he is better soon.

how are you?

i am sorry you're feeling so down. i don'tt hink you should give up love because you feel you can give her what she deserves. u r a great guy and you have a lot to offer. u r in limbo but things will get better.

xoxo

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323cheezy said:

Well thanks dst ... just tring to get out more in the world instead of camping out in the garden all day...

By all means im not saying growing is a waste of time... it can be very rewarding as u know..



Maybe i exaggerated a little....lol
Im sure ill be back on here from time to time..... i like it on riu for the peeps ....not really for the bud stuff....
For me when i first started on here i just was on toke n talk all the time... just so happened i grow too...
Im just taking a semi brake.... from growing... but believe me ill be smokin... thanx wyte...



by no means am i gonna stop smoking ...i will smoke probly the rest of my life...lol (preferable tahoe og grown by jin)

I dont blame meds for my lack of motavation or anything for that matter...
Im just kinda worn out from doing 5 grows in a row perpetual style this year ... i dont know how D does it....
Its been a fun year and how could i not be somewhat happy ... I dont work a 9 to 5 ... i practically didnt even work this whole year...
Ive been on unemployment and growing the whole time.. smoking whole harvests .. too my self....
I dont know ...maybe im dumb but i kinda liked being lazy for a year ...

I dont have anything against cannibus ...or people growing it... im just trying to focus more energy on work now.....
And it almost would be nice to work a 9 to 5 ... and have a crappy morgage....
I dont wanna be the old guy at the club....


...I hope it didnt come off like that ... Im not sad or anything ... just really high.....
Just trying to get back into the swing of things and hold off on all my marijuana growing adventures....
If it was up to me .... id be growninall day smoking ... just having a good time...

It was cool being the mj dude for a while .. "need a cut"...lol

My gf is always around ... we have went are separate ways many times .... but shes the one that never left...
She calls me her best friend .... and i always tell people shes my gf.... but at this point i cant keep her away ..
were kinda inseparable.... if anything shes the real time stealer.....

Im sorry you arent feeling well and hope your dog gets better ... i stii plan on smoking jins tahoe...
Maybe he can tell us whens a good day...

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lordjin said:

That's good then. I support your decision wholeheartedly.

Yeah, man. Growing is hectic. That's why I'm burnt out after a harvest and tend to just sit around and bake all day. Not this time... So I guess I'll be feeling a little of the stress you describe... but as this Tahoe run was great practice, I feel I have a handle now on the types of meds you supply.

Honestly, bro. I spend way too much time here, and I'll be the first to admit that I lose control sometimes. And though all this online playing is fun, it really all just comes down to the grow. And I have not lost focus on this one for a minute. I look forward to harvest morning. These are the easiest buds I have ever trimmed.

So even with all the stupid drama I cause here, I'm very happy and in a stellar mood...my roommate? Not so much. Lol.

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medicalmaryjane said:

i thought u were down over shit with your gf... i am here too much too lol. i come and go. right now i am listening to some sick techno and baked, cleaning, just planted some wheat grrass. u know. i try not to take things too seriously but i do need to make some $. the holidays are always dead for me as far as work goes. i wish it wasn't such a struggle to be productive for me.

ii am feeling better. i think tomorrow. i will be back to normal. i hope so!

jin - when r u having us over for the harvest celebration?

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