medidedicated
Well-Known Member
I quickly lost that “And I made that!” joy when using my own stuff. At first almost every high I was like “And I made that!” and was a little more lifted from it.
Now instead I want to get joy from getting others high that tell me its good they loved it. Then Ill say to myself “And I made that!”
Now its just whatver. Its expected that I get high. I do feel what I said still a little but not as much. Getting high off store bough would feel so wrong now.
Im just quickly accustomed to it. Better highs now that I serve myself better not wasteful since I worked to make that.
I guess I can dab myself sober. Where the initial high was the best I could feel for a short while few hrs or more. So I just get headaches from coughing, feel less high and spent alot.
Now instead I want to get joy from getting others high that tell me its good they loved it. Then Ill say to myself “And I made that!”
Now its just whatver. Its expected that I get high. I do feel what I said still a little but not as much. Getting high off store bough would feel so wrong now.
Im just quickly accustomed to it. Better highs now that I serve myself better not wasteful since I worked to make that.
I guess I can dab myself sober. Where the initial high was the best I could feel for a short while few hrs or more. So I just get headaches from coughing, feel less high and spent alot.
