Don't feel the same ever since.. Please help

HolyGhost23

HolyGhost23

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sometimes the sheep cant handle going outside the fence..you not gonna feel normal any time soon. its always for ever gonna bug you..what the fuck is life about.. and your box that you live in.. will close in on you..either accept the truth.. or forever suffer living as what you call normal.

yeah I have.. sometimes fearing to go outside.. dude I was in the military for years and years.. all kinds of shit ive experienced.. ptsd major.. but you have to know...once you accept the fact that you are in control of your life. and that you truly have no reason to be in fear.. things will be fine.
 
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jim jones123

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HolyGhost23 said:
sometimes the sheep cant handle going outside the fence..you not gonna feel normal any time soon. its always for ever gonna bug you..what the fuck is life about.. and your box that you live in.. will close in on you..either accept the truth.. or forever suffer living as what you call normal.

yeah I have.. sometimes fearing to go outside.. dude I was in the military for years and years.. all kinds of shit ive experienced.. ptsd major.. but you have to know...once you accept the fact that you are in control of your life. and that you truly have no reason to be in fear.. things will be fine.
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A human being shouldnt feel numb. You should feel emotions and be happy!
 
HolyGhost23

HolyGhost23

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well then be happy..its as simple as that...im going to put some perspective into this.. Ive killed people.. it was for the govt..and I have to live with that for the rest of my life. its not something to be proud of.. there are things ive seen that makes me lose all hope in humanity. from people being beaten to raped and killed..ive felt like there was no point to bother having feelings for people.. i even felt like they were parasites for a long time..but you need to witness and focus on the good in life.. see the love that people have for one another. and also try to show that love to others
 
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jim jones123

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HolyGhost23 said:
well then be happy..its as simple as that...im going to put some perspective into this.. Ive killed people.. it was for the govt..and I have to live with that for the rest of my life. its not something to be proud of.. there are things ive seen that makes me lose all hope in humanity. from people being beaten to raped and killed..ive felt like there was no point to bother having feelings for people.. i even felt like they were parasites for a long time..but you need to witness and focus on the good in life.. see the love that people have for one another. and also try to show that love to others
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Geez, I'm extremely sorry to here that..
 
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jim jones123

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HolyGhost23 said:
well then be happy..its as simple as that...im going to put some perspective into this.. Ive killed people.. it was for the govt..and I have to live with that for the rest of my life. its not something to be proud of.. there are things ive seen that makes me lose all hope in humanity. from people being beaten to raped and killed..ive felt like there was no point to bother having feelings for people.. i even felt like they were parasites for a long time..but you need to witness and focus on the good in life.. see the love that people have for one another. and also try to show that love to others
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Have you been the a therapist
 
Snakefeet

Snakefeet

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kid you smoked weed got high as fuck and tripped either do it again but in moderation or don't. What you are feeling now will ease and disappear just calm down take your mind off it carry on with your life. @HolyGhost23 i feel ya man been there wore the same shirt only in UK DPM, I know what the parasite thing is all about then you realise or I did, we're just a pawn on someone else's chess board firing rounds on the order of one man in a nice suit with a nice desk eating nice food in a nice house etc etc etc. Queen and Country n all that shit blah blah.
 
texasjack

texasjack

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Snakefeet said:
If you still feeling crap go do some exercise some running something that will exert you it puts your mind in a different place and when your done 30mins or so you will be good. When your better if only do a little and still feel the same maybe you have some underlying mental problems and could be a good idea to stay away from weed. Google Depersonalisation/Derealisation
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maybe you had a psychotic break. Are you in your late teens early 20s? That's usually when it happens.

meant for OP
 
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Sherylt

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You dont " trip" off of weed dude, its weed, not heroin.
You probably smoked to much good shit and werent accustomed to it. And it doesnt stay in your system like your describing for days! Your making yourself panic. Buzz lasts a few hrs at best if its good shit
 
The_Herban_Legend

The_Herban_Legend

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HolyGhost23 said:
well then be happy..its as simple as that...im going to put some perspective into this.. Ive killed people.. it was for the govt..and I have to live with that for the rest of my life. its not something to be proud of.. there are things ive seen that makes me lose all hope in humanity. from people being beaten to raped and killed..ive felt like there was no point to bother having feelings for people.. i even felt like they were parasites for a long time..but you need to witness and focus on the good in life.. see the love that people have for one another. and also try to show that love to others
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Reported for religious moniker.
 
Final Phase

Final Phase

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jim jones123 said:
I wonder if the ptsd will go away, I dont feel absolutely insane I just feel light headed and my thoughts are foggy.
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You had me going at the begging of your post. The most fucked up I ever got on herb was Thai Stick that had been dipped in opium. My lady friend ate a small amount of edible (10mg.) and she tripped her brains out for 10 hours. Never saw anything like that from just herb till a month ago - She was really tripping. THEN after 8 hours she was FINE.
You went too far here to be believed... You had your fun... Now please stop - This has run into the ground... Have a good day.
 
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jim jones123

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Final Phase said:
You had me going at the begging of your post. The most fucked up I ever got on herb was Thai Stick that had been dipped in opium. My lady friend ate a small amount of edible (10mg.) and she tripped her brains out for 10 hours. Never saw anything like that from just herb till a month ago - She was really tripping. THEN after 8 hours she was FINE.
You went too far here to be believed... You had your fun... Now please stop - This has run into the ground... Have a good day.
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Screw off bud, I don't believe that my feelings are from the Weed so stop defending it.
 
Final Phase

Final Phase

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jim jones123 said:
Screw off bud, I don't believe that my feelings are from the Weed so stop defending it.
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Okay, I'll give you the beneft of the doubt. I talked to my friend and she said she was also dizzy the next day. She had to be taken to a hospital because she couldn't shake the dizzy light-headed feeling. I took her in and they found the only thing wrong with her was she was extremely dehydrated. Soon as she got hydrated she was fine.

Anything is possible, whatever you experienced - it was real for you and your the only one that counts concerning this.

I hope you get it figured out soon and are all the better for it.
 
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jim jones123

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Final Phase said:
Okay, I'll give you the beneft of the doubt. I talked to my friend and she said she was also dizzy the next day. She had to be taken to a hospital because she couldn't shake the dizzy light-headed feeling. I took her in and they found the only thing wrong with her was she was extremely dehydrated. Soon as she got hydrated she was fine.

Anything is possible, whatever you experienced - it was real for you and your the only one that counts concerning this.

I hope you get it figured out soon and are all the better for it.
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Thanks a lot man, I went to someone today and he gave me some supplements because of the after effects of the panic attack. I feel better already!
 
ÉsÇ420PoT™

ÉsÇ420PoT™

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Bro it's you just being new to smoking... I had a similar experience myself... It took me a while to figure it out, but It's due to your brain being caged in lala land perspective.. When you smoke it expands your brain way beyond that cage you once called reality.. Your brain is not use to anything experimenting with its consciousness, so you freak out and you have yourself s panic attack.. When I first smoked, I was 14, I'll never forget it.. I remember getting in the shower trying to make it ware off, looked down at my pubic hair (sorry for the to much info) and thought it was z bunch of spiders! Blacked out, next thing I knew I was in my living room watching tv with nothing but jeans on and no underwater, still wet as hell from the shower lol. After that I too never felt the same. Depressed very cloudy hard to concentrate. It's mainly because your brain is to immature to handle such and experience yet. However you did it anyways and the expansion has begun. In s few days you will get back to normal and be more aware of how the world really works... You start to see things from a whole new perspective. At least this is what my experience was.. After that, I swore is never smoke again, but after 2 years some friends were smoking, a girl I liked was one of them, so of course I joined in, except this time, it was very enjoyable!! Completely different experience, everything was way to funny, everything was the coolest thing I've ever heard or seen!! Lol. The point of all this, is its all in your head. You gotta tell yourself that and realize it's only temporary, and after a while you just enjoy the ride. Then in time, you'll get line me where your tolerance is really high and you feel normal and act normal when high, no one would ever guess your stoned, because your that use to it. Good luck man!! Enjoy it!!
 
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jim jones123

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ÉsÇ420PoT™ said:
Bro it's you just being new to smoking... I had a similar experience myself... It took me a while to figure it out, but It's due to your brain being caged in lala land perspective.. When you smoke it expands your brain way beyond that cage you once called reality.. Your brain is not use to anything experimenting with its consciousness, so you freak out and you have yourself s panic attack.. When I first smoked, I was 14, I'll never forget it.. I remember getting in the shower trying to make it ware off, looked down at my pubic hair (sorry for the to much info) and thought it was z bunch of spiders! Blacked out, next thing I knew I was in my living room watching tv with nothing but jeans on and no underwater, still wet as hell from the shower lol. After that I too never felt the same. Depressed very cloudy hard to concentrate. It's mainly because your brain is to immature to handle such and experience yet. However you did it anyways and the expansion has begun. In s few days you will get back to normal and be more aware of how the world really works... You start to see things from a whole new perspective. At least this is what my experience was.. After that, I swore is never smoke again, but after 2 years some friends were smoking, a girl I liked was one of them, so of course I joined in, except this time, it was very enjoyable!! Completely different experience, everything was way to funny, everything was the coolest thing I've ever heard or seen!! Lol. The point of all this, is its all in your head. You gotta tell yourself that and realize it's only temporary, and after a while you just enjoy the ride. Then in time, you'll get line me where your tolerance is really high and you feel normal and act normal when high, no one would ever guess your stoned, because your that use to it. Good luck man!! Enjoy it!!
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Wow thanks a lot!! Really helped me right now. I totally understand!
 
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