People in america maybe, here its very rare, the lady next door was on pills when I was in highschool, she's a walking corpse now.as far as the "dont do pills simple" comment .
join the real world my friend , people do . no need to judge
yeah same with my neighbor haha now she buys baloons like its her birthday everydayPeople in america maybe, here its very rare, the lady next door was on pills when I was in highschool, she's a walking corpse now.
GREAT POST So much truth there brother! Especially the part about no debate can undo, you know damn well when you wake up broke and sober your gonna regret it, but it just dont matter. Its a lifetime thing once you start doing pills. I quite but I know in the back of my head I know ill get another 30 one day. It sucks but its the truth. I never let myself get bad on them, but its just the fact its always in the back of my head its rediculous.I have been addicted to mandrax and crack in my life. It has nothing to do with letting anything happen. It is virtualy out of your control right after trying it the first time, if you have the predisposition.
It has nothing to do with willpower or any of that crap, to illustrate, I went cold turkey when the time arrived (way too late). Then it took a good couple of years before my thinking and reward system approached anything like normal.
Opiates are even more tricky in that it isn't about takeing it once neccesarily, some of them only becomes addictive if used within a certain time threshold... I.e. do it, feel great, wears off, feel shit, do it again, feel great, and now your brain has learned a new shortcut to "feel good" which no amount of debate can undo.
Any of you guys should by now know that I am passionate about drugs, but I am just as passionatly opposed to addictive substances which leaves you out of the control room.
Personally i have to disagree. Ive been faced with many drugs coke, oxys, H. Done them, and had the "will power" to keep my self away. If you can control your temptations, you can control drugs. I feel im lucky i have that power.I have been addicted to mandrax and crack in my life. It has nothing to do with letting anything happen. It is virtualy out of your control right after trying it the first time, if you have the predisposition.
It has nothing to do with willpower or any of that crap, to illustrate, I went cold turkey when the time arrived (way too late). Then it took a good couple of years before my thinking and reward system approached anything like normal.
Opiates are even more tricky in that it isn't about takeing it once neccesarily, some of them only becomes addictive if used within a certain time threshold... I.e. do it, feel great, wears off, feel shit, do it again, feel great, and now your brain has learned a new shortcut to "feel good" which no amount of debate can undo.
Any of you guys should by now know that I am passionate about drugs, but I am just as passionatly opposed to addictive substances which leaves you out of the control room.
I felt the words and concepts deeply! But at the same moment have to disagree, just from personal experience... I went on a pretty nasty binge on oxycontins for a week straight... snorted up to 160mg's worth of oxy on the 7th day... and wham the next week didn't care for it all... like it was a brief moment in history that'll I'll never repeat... in many ways it is pre-disposed!I have been addicted to mandrax and crack in my life. It has nothing to do with letting anything happen. It is virtualy out of your control right after trying it the first time, if you have the predisposition.
It has nothing to do with willpower or any of that crap, to illustrate, I went cold turkey when the time arrived (way too late). Then it took a good couple of years before my thinking and reward system approached anything like normal.
Opiates are even more tricky in that it isn't about takeing it once neccesarily, some of them only becomes addictive if used within a certain time threshold... I.e. do it, feel great, wears off, feel shit, do it again, feel great, and now your brain has learned a new shortcut to "feel good" which no amount of debate can undo.
Any of you guys should by now know that I am passionate about drugs, but I am just as passionatly opposed to addictive substances which leaves you out of the control room.