since you want to pack up and leave, how about packing a bowl right now and talking to a friend or maybe someone from the church?
Try and get through it, or, fuck your brother and your gf and get out of there, I am 23 and feel the same way.Well over the last month, ive had a breakdown emotionally and physically. IM usually at the gym 3 times a week, drinking water, eating vitamens, staying heathy Now im drinking rum and eating colotopins and sleeping most of the day, lets just say im super fucking depressed.
Im a 23 year old college student, who lost two close relatives this year and put me in a slump in school. Pretty much theres a chance I may no be able to go back to school next semester due to academic probation bullshit. On top of all this horseshit, I find out my girlfriend has been talking to my brother , sending nude pics to him and shit and that put me off the deepend.
I just want to sell everything I own, besides my laptop and clothing and move the fuck away from here. I dont give a fuck If i have to work at mcdonalds for a few months to get my feet back on the ground in my new location. I just want to VANISH, FUCK MY FAMILY GIRLFRIEND SCHOOL IM SICK OF IT AND IM HAVING THOUGHTS THAT I SHOULDNT! I need a desperate change and I need it now. How long does one think It may take me to get a decent apartment, to live in and just start my life over there? Sorry for the extreme raging, but Sometimes this seems like the only place I can.
Try and get through it, or, fuck your brother and your gf and get out of there, I am 23 and feel the same way.