CanadianCoyote
Well-Known Member
Sometimes that happens... friends, groups of friends in particular, drift apart over time. It always sucks, though, and it can really get you down... especially when you dwell on the good times everyone used to have.lmao!!!!! its like there are certian people who smoke just to not be the only one smoking, there are ppl who smoke just to be sociable. there are people who use it for medicinal purposes. and then there are the few who smoke because its part of their culture, or lifestyle. and thoes few people will never quit smoking because is part of them in a sence. and i fall into that category, which sux because idk many people that smoke like me. or that can smoke as much as do. Sometimes if i have alot of money maybe i wanna buy a quarter ounce and just bake it up. most of my friends would stop after the first 1-2 blunts or the first bowl.(not that i do that all the time) bt its only becuse like u said they are still living that lie that was given to them during childhood, so they do it more so to be rebelious. Theres only one maybe two friends i have that can smoke like me. and one of them is thinking about quitng and the other is doing cocaine and ex now and me and him are distant.........................
Thing is, you've gotta move forward regardless if anyone else is comin' along for the ride. I recently lost two really good friends... one of them just stopped talking to me one day. Decided she was too good for me or something like that. She'd been my best friend for over 10 years... but I haven't spoken to her in months. It's painful. The other friend... I had to get rid of. She wasn't so much a friend as she was a constant source of drama and irritation. She was a liar, a thief and was all too content to prepetuate a terrible home/family situation because it was easy.... she loved to complain about her problems and be depressed and gain sympathy from people because of her situation... but never once did she ever do anything to BETTER herself or get herself out. I got tired of being used by her, and even though she put me through hell... letting go of her has been really hard. Even though it's definitely the best thing for me, and I've been better off having cut her out of my life... she was still my friend, and my friend for a long time at that.
But, life goes on. So will I! Won't let it get me down.
I'll smoke up instead.
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