I am the shit..

Wh00p

Wh00p

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so on the late night of weds, around 9 pm, I had recieved a call from a very close friend of mine. And she told me that she was so depressed and that this was the worst day of her life..

after talking about it for 20-25 minutes, she told me she took 30 Trippin c's(which she is allergic to)

my phone then died, which caused me to panic, so i basicly used a metal door as a punching bag, waited for my ride/EMT to come out of the mall, and hauled to her location, and basicly saved her life.

(she puked it all out)

and then we waited about an hour, met up with some other friends, smoked a $30 blunt..

got high, and then she thanked me/hugged me tight, the usual..

so instead of feeling suicidal (should she have died) i now feel like i am the shit..





merry christmas everyone..:eyesmoke:bongsmilie:peace:
 
Twistyman

Twistyman

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And now the whole world has a FACE to put to the suicide attempt..Should be good for that next bank loan.........
 
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kronicsmurf

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Yep your the shit;) but keep an eye on that one:) she's seems quite the handful. maybe she should should seek help for depression. peace:)
 
Wh00p

Wh00p

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yup it does doesnt it :)


but still does it show her smoking a L?

does it show me smoking a L?

;)



but yeah, you know ever since i guess you could say i "saved" her life, She really wants to be with me and my friends, instead of the fuckwhats she chills with who do all the gay shit..

you know? i do coke every once, but those guys do it every day and steal from those around them..

she tried to kill herself because her friend started doing herioin again?

horseshit, she needs to hang with me..

just so i can watch her back.
 
IAMDGK

IAMDGK

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you earned my respect nig thats fo sho man
its good to know that there are actually intelligent people still out there
 
Lacy

Lacy

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Twistyman said:
And now the whole world has a FACE to put to the suicide attempt..Should be good for that next bank loan.........
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OMG twister. :roll:

kronicsmurf said:
Yep your the shit;) but keep an eye on that one:) she's seems quite the handful. maybe she should should seek help for depression. peace:)
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Wh00p said:
yup it does doesnt it :)Yes ideed. Sorry to take away for your heroics but dude.....this is some serious shit here.
Just because someone says they are feeling fine after a suicide attempt doesn't mean they are. Many people who comment suicide have been known to be perfectly happy and composed a day or so before but the good thing is, this is usually men. Woman usually will make an attemp to get the attention they need but you saving her isn't the attention she needs.

Please help her get the proper help she needs.





but yeah, you know ever since i guess you could say i "saved" her life, She really wants to be with me and my friends, instead of the fuckwhats she chills with who do all the gay shit..

you know? i do coke every once, but those guys do it every day and steal from those around them..

she tried to kill herself because her friend started doing herioin again?

horseshit, she needs to hang with me..

just so i can watch her back.
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Well those aren't friend s then. People who are hooked on coke are really fu*ked up desperate people.
You've heard the expression' Misery likes company?'
This is a prime example. Keep a close eye out for her
and DUDE,...she is very lucky to have a friend like you. :mrgreen::blsmoke::peace:
 
Wh00p

Wh00p

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coming from you lacy, that really means alot..

and i agree, its crazy about the gay shit that happens when shes not around me..Im not trying to be strict brotherly and all straight edge, because who am i to say? i have crossed those bridges several times..which leads me to then think about the shit that happened to me, also causing me just to get pissed with those around her and what they lead her into.

and she left, at 2:41 to go home. we smoked a fat blunt and thats all she really needs. I didnt help her get involved to any of the shit she's gotten in..Im just happen to have a few years and many tears on the same Basis she is in.


So I can basicly predict the shit that will go down on the track she is in..

misery,friends projecting misery, the first question, friend dies, you realize that the friend died from that drug, makes you want to quit, and then finally you contemplate suicide from the death of the friend because your so depressed from being on/off the drug.

I had it worse though, 3 friends died in 5 days out of the dudes that i did stupid gay shit like meth and heroin.. i took the track leading to quit, and like hell I thought about suicide.. but i had a true friend guiding me along the way..no matter how stuborn i was..He wouldnt quit..Not intill i did..


so i see myself in a way passing the buck..

thanks for all the respect and kindness you guys have shown me, i hope you guys pass that street and turn in.
 
Lacy

Lacy

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Wh00p said:
coming from you lacy, that really means alot..

and i agree, its crazy about the gay shit that happens when shes not around me..Im not trying to be strict brotherly and all straight edge, because who am i to say? i have crossed those bridges several times..which leads me to then think about the shit that happened to me, also causing me just to get pissed with those around her and what they lead her into.

and she left, at 2:41 to go home. we smoked a fat blunt and thats all she really needs. I didnt help her get involved to any of the shit she's gotten in..Im just happen to have a few years and many tears on the same Basis she is in.Very well said Whoop.
Yeah for some reason some gay people really like to party hardly to the tilts. The same thing happened to me years ago. I was working at a restaurant one night and one of the owners and some of the staff decided to stay late and party.
I am not a coke head myself and being bi-polar just can't handle that stuff. Everyone was drinking and my managers boyfriend came on to me. It was a very strange night. I think coke gives people a lot more self confidence to do things that they normally wouldn't do.
My ex was always wanting me to do it because he loved it.
Cocaine and kinky sex seem to go hand in hand. It seems to make people more uninhibited which is why I think gay people like to take it. Maybe? Not really sure but it really does mess with one's brain chemistry badly.


So I can basicly predict the shit that will go down on the track she is in..

misery,friends projecting misery, the first question, friend dies, you realize that the friend died from that drug, makes you want to quit, and then finally you contemplate suicide from the death of the friend because your so depressed from being on/off the drug.

I had it worse though, 3 friends died in 5 days out of the dudes that i did stupid gay shit like meth and heroin.. i took the track leading to quit, and like hell I thought about suicide.. but i had a true friend guiding me along the way..no matter how stuborn i was..He wouldnt quit..Not intill i did..Wow Whoop. I am so glad I was woke up by screaming animals outside my window tonight because this story is very touching.
I have happy tears and I like getting happy tears. :hug:


so i see myself in a way passing the buck..

thanks for all the respect and kindness you guys have shown me, i hope you guys pass that street and turn in.
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You are a very kind and sweet man. :)
 
Wh00p

Wh00p

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yeah, I woke and cried out many a times, but where i am at now, college? I didnt think that was gonna happen.. my group of friends rock..my Own neighbor rocks.. if i was doing herion after that, I didnt keep the posibillity of suicide, or all by myself wishing what could of been..

when you take the time to think about your past and the good or Bad choices you made..(in your perspective) you really just pause for a few seconds and either cry or you sigh..

I told her in my own words lacy,

Life isnt easy, theres bullshit around the corner every day..its not about beating it or surpassing it. Its about accepting it, and accepting that your not beating/surpassing it.. your better then that.

i think to much sometimes, but maybe some of it is helpful advice to the other members on the board.
 
Lacy

Lacy

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Yeah dude. This will help someone someday. Of course it will.
I have to say that you are one very bright compassionate young man.

I am so glad to know that people like you still exist.
Your post alone has me very happy. Not because of the situation but how you responded to it.:mrgreen:
Wh00p said:
yeah, I woke and cried out many a times, but where i am at now, college? I didnt think that was gonna happen.. my group of friends rock..my Own neighbor rocks.. if i was doing herion after that, I didnt keep the posibillity of suicide, or all by myself wishing what could of been..

when you take the time to think about your past and the good or Bad choices you made..(in your perspective) you really just pause for a few seconds and either cry or you sigh..

I told her in my own words lacy,

Life isnt easy, theres bullshit around the corner every day..its not about beating it or surpassing it. Its about accepting it, and accepting that your not beating/surpassing it.. your better then that.

i think to much sometimes, but maybe some of it is helpful advice to the other members on the board.
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Twistyman

Twistyman

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Sometimes good intentions can blow up in a persons face..At my age I got as many dead friends as some do live ones..We had a friend who everyone loved, funny as shit and carefree....we thought. He started to get this sad air about him.
Some of us thought about doing something. We went with the there, there, sort of approach..all you need is love and friends sort of shit.....because that's what it really is....shit, from people that know shit..So one night we're out at the bar having a scream. hey where's "kevin".....I looked for him and saw his wallet & glasses on the table...Weird, as "K" was blind as a bat without them......so we all grabbed his shit and started for his place.......as we were crossing the train tracks we saw flashing lights, thats when I had one of the worst sensations I've ever had in my life.................Fuck no !..He'd walked to the tracks and just sat down..... All the best intentions can't replace the value of a professional......just my 2 cents worth...
 
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WeFallToday

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Wh00p said:
coming from you lacy, that really means alot..

and i agree, its crazy about the gay shit that happens when shes not around me..Im not trying to be strict brotherly and all straight edge, because who am i to say? i have crossed those bridges several times..which leads me to then think about the shit that happened to me, also causing me just to get pissed with those around her and what they lead her into.

and she left, at 2:41 to go home. we smoked a fat blunt and thats all she really needs. I didnt help her get involved to any of the shit she's gotten in..Im just happen to have a few years and many tears on the same Basis she is in.


So I can basicly predict the shit that will go down on the track she is in..

misery,friends projecting misery, the first question, friend dies, you realize that the friend died from that drug, makes you want to quit, and then finally you contemplate suicide from the death of the friend because your so depressed from being on/off the drug.

I had it worse though, 3 friends died in 5 days out of the dudes that i did stupid gay shit like meth and heroin.. i took the track leading to quit, and like hell I thought about suicide.. but i had a true friend guiding me along the way..no matter how stuborn i was..He wouldnt quit..Not intill i did..


so i see myself in a way passing the buck..

thanks for all the respect and kindness you guys have shown me, i hope you guys pass that street and turn in.
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this reminds me of a great book ive read before

"A million little peices"

damn
that book made me cry
and open my eyes
 
Lacy

Lacy

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Very sorry twisty :cry:
Twistyman said:
Sometimes good intentions can blow up in a persons face..At my age I got as many dead friends as some do live ones..We had a friend who everyone loved, funny as shit and carefree....we thought. He started to get this sad air about him.
Some of us thought about doing something. We went with the there, there, sort of approach..all you need is love and friends sort of shit.....because that's what it really is....shit, from people that know shit..So one night we're out at the bar having a scream. hey where's "kevin".....I looked for him and saw his wallet & glasses on the table...Weird, as "K" was blind as a bat without them......so we all grabbed his shit and started for his place.......as we were crossing the train tracks we saw flashing lights, thats when I had one of the worst sensations I've ever had in my life.................Fuck no !..He'd walked to the tracks and just sat down..... All the best intentions can't replace the value of a professional......just my 2 cents worth...
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WeFallToday said:
this reminds me of a great book ive read before

"A million little peices"

damn
that book made me cry
and open my eyes
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Read it. It turns out that the author of the story fabricated a lot of it just for ratings. Watched it on oprah:hump:
It still was a good book tho.;)
 
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