You're good man. We just don't see that here, so the notion is kinda foreign to us. Most of us have been growing well before we were legal, so keeping safe and hidden is just the nature of the beast. There is a trust no one mentality that is just beginning to relax.
Your low post count is an issue for all inquiries too. There are police officers signing up all the time asking to buy bud, or who "deals" in their State. When we see questions like that it makes the hair on the back of our necks stand up, and screams cop or theif, even though you probably are neither, I hope.
Don't let it keep you away.
Thanks for explaining; it all makes perfect sense, and maybe if I wasn't so mentally fragmented and stressed these days, it might have ocurred to me before.
If I were a thief, I wouldn't have such bad money problems right now.
If I were a cop, I wouldn't have legal issues to deal with. (I also wouldn't have a conscience or a soul.)
Maybe if I were a little more strict with my security measures, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in, so it all makes sense. For a long time, I was too paranoid to even look one of these forums up on my home computer. Maybe if I would have done that, I could have made some better decisions based on other people's experiences, but I missed out, and it's time to move on.
Reading this forum has given me a feeling of normalcy that only comes from knowing that I'm not alone, so I'm not going anywhere, but I am ABSOLUTELY living in the wrong place!
