Don't beat yourself up too much, not a grower out there who hasn't had a grow gone wrong. You also make a great point, you learn something I think, with every success & failure. That's part of the fun of growing.
Yea i know what you mean. When I look back now at when I first started with this grow I see how ignorant I actually was. I mean this is my 1st grow and i can already say I have learned alot and it isnt even finished yet
