a friend just alerted me to your problems SketchyGrower...
im sorry the super silver strawberry lotus freebies went intersex on you, i put up a caution thread at my home site after hearing about your thread. I talked with a few other people growing them and theirs are doing good, but it does seem that they are very sensitive to stress. my worst nightmare as a breeder is to create something that will cause grief for my fellow growers. im sorry you had to go through that, email me and ill sort you out.