because life is hard. managing to go to work everyday, dealing with a pregnant gf, soon to be dealing with a baby, dealing with everything in the house, paying all the bills, dealing with my car, dealing with other stuff that needs to be sorted, looking after my grow, being bored, etc etc.
smoking is great. calms me down abit and i kinda just take a step back an cooldown for a minute. a chance to relax.
ofc i did used to smoke back in high school bcoz it was fun. ahhh good times.
now im normally sat down with a joint in 1 hand, pen in another and doing work or reading something or other hand on the mouse.