AllDayToker's Adventure of Greener Living - HPS Perpetual Closet Grow

I'm kind of like feelin really bad right now, like wanting to just break down and lose it, I think it's my anxiety or something. I cant really type and it takes me a while to finish a post. Ill come back on once this passes. sorry everyone.
 
AllDayToker said:
Oh I know how you feel. Spent years trying to find something that works and finally said fk it. Been trying to ween myself off my scripts by smoking more, but then I ran out. Now there is a good chance I'll have to resort to starting over the whole weening process if I cant get green soon, just don't know when it'll happen.

Actually the bin was pretty easy. Had everything on hand, and by that I mean not that guy that seems to always have everything on hand haha. All I had to buy was the Red Wigglers. Make sure you only use black n white no color in the newspaper, as well as the cardboard, just plain. Eventually their bedding will consist of more dirt/castings/ and less paper and such.
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Have you tried the public mh place? they will usually fix you right up. I've had access everywhere except here. They suck though, never really give me what I need. I hate taking pills every day and now I have to crush them, fuck that..
I just need some vals, low dose ones. I don't take them all the time and they help calm me down real quick, when I'm having anxiety attacks.
 
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AllDayToker said:
I'm kind of like feelin really bad right now, like wanting to just break down and lose it, I think it's my anxiety or something. I cant really type and it takes me a while to finish a post. Ill come back on once this passes. sorry everyone.
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I'm sorry bro, I really am, hmm let me see what I can do, I feel bad now. I know what it's like to be without and I don't want anyone to go through what I do.
 
Thanks everyone. I'm feelin' a little better now. You all know I felt so had to take a breather. Thanks for the talk gigs, really helped.

On a plus, told my buddy that I've known my whole life that I was having a rough day seeing if he wanted to chill, he is goin to come over n smoke me up on whatever dank he has. One of those guys that can afford an oz at 350 every week and still get by just fine somehow. Anyways that should really help.

Again, love and appreciate the concern, that's one crazy ass med you cannot put in a bottle, straight care for someone else...
 
AllDayToker said:
Thanks everyone. I'm feelin' a little better now. You all know I felt so had to take a breather. Thanks for the talk gigs, really helped.

On a plus, told my buddy that I've known my whole life that I was having a rough day seeing if he wanted to chill, he is goin to come over n smoke me up on whatever dank he has. One of those guys that can afford an oz at 350 every week and still get by just fine somehow. Anyways that should really help.

Again, love and appreciate the concern, that's one crazy ass med you cannot put in a bottle, straight care for someone else...
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Glad to hear that ;) sounds like a good friend, you'll be blazin in no time. How're those martinis?
 
roseypeach said:
Glad to hear that ;) sounds like a good friend, you'll be blazin in no time. How're those martinis?
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Yeah he's a good man. He has some stuff called something, idk, it's suppose to be afghani x afghani skunk but who knows in my state haha. It taste good though.

The martinis are pretty damn good lol. Almost out of booze though so might have to get some more, or drink tequila. gross :p
 
AllDayToker said:
Yeah he's a good man. He has some stuff called something, idk, it's suppose to be afghani x afghani skunk but who knows in my state haha. It taste good though.

The martinis are pretty damn good lol. Almost out of booze though so might have to get some more, or drink tequila. gross :p
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Haha I love some 1800 ;) sorry flitting back n forth..just made my Sig video
 
roseypeach said:
I have to add something to the end though..
what you want? I can mix two vids and sync them..or a pic and a song..your pick
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Shit I would have to hit you up tomorrow probably I cannot think at all right now. My friend got me waaay too stoned to do anything but listen to music haha.
 
AllDayToker said:
The type of tea you just described to me is more of a nute tea, you most likely aren't going to be able to smell the compost/castings or the molasses. This is the type of tea you use to feed the plant.
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So in early veg would you recommend the myco tea instead of hitting them with the nute tea? Also, what do you do for feeding them in flower? A topdressing for the myco's to break down or is your soil able to make do with the extra mycos? I sometime use my tea bag leftovers for dressing, but I think it may have attracted the gnats last time. Also, what are the advantages of nute tea vs myco tea if I'm still puting myco's in my nutes? I'm guessing I'm wasting some money with all the additives.
 
Oh fucking great. I get to wake up to my parents talking about how I'm pretty much a failure in life, and they had no idea I could hear. Like jesus fuck if you're going to talk about me go in private....

What a great morning....
 
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