Inheritance: a dilemma

brasmith

brasmith

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racerboy71 said:
you already know that you have an addictive personality, much like mysef.. i definitely hear the pain in post.. you already know what you should do with these pills.. i like what someone else has already said.. at 46, trying to restart a life free from drugs is not easy, especially since you don't know how long your run maybe..
i would either flush all of it, or give them to a good friend and make there day/week/month... i wouldn't sell them, as it seemed like your uncle just wanted to make someone happy with them and thought that he was doing that for you.. just get rid of all of it, minus the weed.. i think once its out of your posession, the need for anything harder than mj will be gone.. i think you only feel that way now as you know that you have something that can take you much higher than mj..
think about how your life was when you used to smoke rock.. although opiates are not coke, they are even more addictive physically.. just do yourself a really big favor and get rid of it...
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One of the main reasons I quit crack is because I hated all the behaviors associated with running crazy behind it looking, lying, stealing.....just simply exhausting and deceptive. You are so right about knowing they are there is driving the urges. Outta sight, outta mind. The weed is already gone. I know he smiled everytime I rolled a fatty.
 
Sgt. Floyd

Sgt. Floyd

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If you just got to do some get rid of all of it except enough for one good evening. Of course that only works if you can't get the stuff from other sources. But if you're on here asking for advice you've obviously got some reservations. The go to advice for anything drug related is lean on the side of caution cause in the end it really isn't worth it.
 
shepj

shepj

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ANC said:
Someone did mention psycedelics to you, you are obviously driven by something that makes you want to escape... they may help you zone in what it is, and sometimes find a way out... I must say, especialy since I found the plant teachers, it has had a significantly positive effect on my existance.
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Definitely worth a shot I would say. :-D
 
Relaxed

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I'd say keep one pill (or a few) of your most wanted pain med of what you have. Now you have to show your not an addict by saying I have a pill and dont have a problem because I haven't taken it. I'd also keep some of the pain meds. for an emergency. I broke my achilles tendon. Sat in the emergency room for almost 2 hrs. before a doc could see me while they were (i guess) taking care of life threatening cases. They checked on me about every 45 minutes to see if I was ok. Asked if I was in pain...I said. No just toke a hydrocodeine left over for another surgery 2 yrs. ago. glad I had it so I didn't have to deal with the pain....or nurses trying to give me weak meds for a serious injury.
 
brasmith

brasmith

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InspiredByOthers said:
your too smart to start taking prescription pain meds for "release".

Please get rid of them, sell them, buy lots of POT.

You dont want to start taking them, deep down, or you would not have posted here asking if you should.

Turn away now while you still can.

One will lead to another...
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Thanks for the kind words, Inspired. Even though the urge is there to take them, I probably won't. Sure helps to talk about it and to hear from others that may have had a similar struggle at some point in their life.
 
brasmith

brasmith

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Pipe Dream said:
How much drugs do you get from an inheritance? Is it really that much that you would become addicted to the pills? Do you have means to get more...cuz it's hard to be addicted to something you can't get. i think selling them is probably a worse idea than keeping them. I used to smoke crack and was addicted to cocaine and quitting was very easy for me......I simply didn't like it when I was high I only wanted it when I was sober. I couldn't justify my actions, I was doing something I didn't want to do for no reason, so I just bought a bag of good weed and made myself smoke it-because I love MJ and I wasn't even smokin it anymore cuz I was too busy blowing all my money, literally.
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As much as was left, and there was alot left. Yes there is enough here to get anyone going on a roll.
 
brasmith

brasmith

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shepj said:
Definitely worth a shot I would say. :-D
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The only ones I have ever tried was liberty caps...I ate 20 on the first try:dunce:, yep no one warned me and I ended up at the tavern crying:lol::wall:.

Perhaps I am afraid of myself:lol:, which I have heard can make for a bad trip.
 
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shepj said:
you can learn a lot about yourself on a bad trip.
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But the people that have bad trips are usually afraid of seeing whats truly inside of them

I'm still trying figuring out if I'm one of those people.
 
mastakoosh

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hey bra, i hope you are ok. i would say dump that shit as soon as possible. i am working on 10 years of battling the shit and still battling today. i do not judge people for what they do and a couple of nights of fun never hurt anyone. but if you got grandkids and other things that are important you never know if the pills will stay a big habit. if they do they will start to own you.

i smoked crack regularly and could put it down anytime, as with any other drugs i tried. the various pills and other things grabbed a hold of my ass. i always took pride that nothing could make me an addict but somehow i lost that person. not to preach cuz every person is different and results may vary. i would hate to see a good person potentially face the struggles again if you have gotten your life straight already. i have seen many good people die and ruined by the pills and d. pretty much anyone i have known that started fucking with this shit has never been able to recover. hope all goes well with you.
 
Miss MeanWeed

Miss MeanWeed

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I think you've already decided to use them, you're just wanting a reason to rationalise/justify their use.

You are already making excuses for after you take the drugs, asking for 'help' via a forum, so you can say "I tried to get advice/help" later on, removing blame a step away from yourself.

You are looking for ways to ease your way into it, while creating excuses for how you got there, to be used once you are in there.

Do what you like, but don't assume people can't actually see what you are really doing.
 
shepj

shepj

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Sr. Verde said:
But the people that have bad trips are usually afraid of seeing whats truly inside of them

I'm still trying figuring out if I'm one of those people.
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There is no point in asking for advice if one is not open to any suggestions made.
 
brasmith

brasmith

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mastakoosh said:
hey bra, i hope you are ok. i would say dump that shit as soon as possible. i am working on 10 years of battling the shit and still battling today. i do not judge people for what they do and a couple of nights of fun never hurt anyone. but if you got grandkids and other things that are important you never know if the pills will stay a big habit. if they do they will start to own you.

i smoked crack regularly and could put it down anytime, as with any other drugs i tried. the various pills and other things grabbed a hold of my ass. i always took pride that nothing could make me an addict but somehow i lost that person. not to preach cuz every person is different and results may vary. i would hate to see a good person potentially face the struggles again if you have gotten your life straight already. i have seen many good people die and ruined by the pills and d. pretty much anyone i have known that started fucking with this shit has never been able to recover. hope all goes well with you.
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Hey Masta, I am okay truely. I have also been tempted to rob a bank when I am super broke but didn't:lol:. Even though I posted this deep down I knew that the pills could never have a stronger hold on me than the love I get from my kids, grand kids, and puppy.

The struggle with wanting to try them for sedation reasons is tied to the work I have been doing for the past year, living with and caretaking for my grandmom. The huge responsibility is completely mentally and physically exhausting. Along with that I went to NC for my uncle and seen him take his last breath. I went back to counsling last week way better than robbing a bank.

Thanks Masta
 
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Keep the weed sell the rest.You would have to be a dumbass to give it away you'd most likely be losing out on a couple grand
 
brasmith

brasmith

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Keep the weed sell the rest.You would have to be a dumbass to give it away you'd most likely be losing out on a couple grand
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I smoked that weed:bigjoint:I like the way you think...I would be a dumbass :dunce:to give it away. A couple grand sounds perfect right now.:bigjoint:
 
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