SoloGro57
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Well, yeah!
A chip in my head overheated, and I hadda reboot before I could finish that post. I went back and edited it. But the original "And shit like that." ending still works

Well, yeah!
I actually liked the second ending better. I've known about the domineering presence of the ego since puberty. Believe it or not, at one point on a peyote trip, I almost conquered it. The result would have been death to my body, so I quickly reverted back to my egocentric self. It has been a long journey and I have learned much but the ego still rules. Without it, you will no longer exist on this plane.A chip in my head overheated, and I hadda reboot before I could finish that post. I went back and edited it. But the original "And shit like that." ending still works![]()
at one point on a peyote trip, I almost conquered it. The result would have been death to my body,
is this true?
Without it, you will no longer exist on this plane.
is this true?
iloveyou
No. Only to the ego.is it absolutely true?
The ego crumbles in the light of Consiousness like the Sun burns away the morning fog.
The ego crumbles in the light of Consiousness like the Sun burns away the morning fog.
Good thinking.I think it's a huge step towards evolution just to be aware of the ego and its' attempt to possess one's eternal self. My ego especially likes to come to the forefront while I'm driving in heavy traffic. "that bastard... why the fuck doesn't he learn to drive... I'll show him..." It used to be that I'd allow my ego to remain in control, and I'd cut the "bad driver" off. I'd get in front of him and hit the hooks. I'd flip him off.
Now, that I'm aware of what's going on, I'm able to take a few deep breaths, focus on my driving, and pay quiet attention to the spaces between the cars. My ego is not extinct, but it doesn't sit behind the steering wheel of my life any more, either. I do my best to keep it in the trunk, where it belongs. Occasionally i'm stopped by the ego police, and they ask for a look back there. I have nothing to hide, I keep my weed at home.