For 10 years I went to a crooked Doctor and got 300 Xanax bars a month filled. It was fantastic. I ate them like candy, threw a couple in beers when I drank or my coffee every morning. And yeah chewing them was my favorite.
Finally that Doctor got busted for some other scam he was running and went to prison. So I stopped suddenly cold turkey (which sucked harder than anything ever).
After I was forced to come out of that fog I realized how many friends I had lost, family id disappointed and how many times I'd been arrested while on Xanax doing something retarded. (at least 15)
Haven't had a benzo in 7 years and I couldn't be happier.