there may not be a book yet but maybe u could write it.. or maybe put it in your sig bro.. revolutions gotta start somewhere.. as to u loaded go wit the biggest ipod u can u will love to have as much music as you want at yourfinger tips.. thats what i got a ton of music and havent even touched the memory yet
THELOADEDDRAGON'S Perpetually growing perpetual grow
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theloadeddragon
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there is something about the reciprocation of a set of music flowing back into itself that seems to make a difference.... A huge difference, an opportunity to re experience with keener insight.
the funny thing is.....
I have been sequestered, indeed my isolation is matched by my introverted obsolete character.
Its just that my nature, my heart, is dangerous to my disposition. That my heart will lye locked in battle of despair, will, and desire.... that my mind will continue on in autopilot, while my soul jumps out, floats amongst the passage of time, to bear witness to the mutilating of Righteousness and Justice, Freedom Liberty and True Prosperity.
I have felt my entire life as though I am just holding it all back, Always, just holding "it" all back. The times with the Discman, I allow my Being to float away, nothing to hold back, as "it" it freed via an alternative avenue, released back unto its source so to speak, rather than be manifested into a reality we commonly perceive. What really scares me is the ramifications of manifestation.
the funny thing is.....
I have been sequestered, indeed my isolation is matched by my introverted obsolete character.
Its just that my nature, my heart, is dangerous to my disposition. That my heart will lye locked in battle of despair, will, and desire.... that my mind will continue on in autopilot, while my soul jumps out, floats amongst the passage of time, to bear witness to the mutilating of Righteousness and Justice, Freedom Liberty and True Prosperity.
I have felt my entire life as though I am just holding it all back, Always, just holding "it" all back. The times with the Discman, I allow my Being to float away, nothing to hold back, as "it" it freed via an alternative avenue, released back unto its source so to speak, rather than be manifested into a reality we commonly perceive. What really scares me is the ramifications of manifestation.
DST
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Hogmanay = The New Years night!!!
Jerry Garcia
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I gathered that from your first post.
Introverted ≠ Obsolete...
Obsolete has such negative connotations, especially for something as wonderful as wandering through the world of your mind.
Again, its pretty normal to think one way and feel another. Your mind is always working on survival mode...doing whatever is best to protect you and those who share your genes. Your heart, however, sees the inhumanity and suffering in the world, the mutilation of freedom and liberty and whatever else you said, and tries to convince your mind to devote some of your resources on helping the world.
Music is a way of tricking your mind to think like your heart.
Or maybe that's all just BS...
theloadeddragon
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Unfortunately both my heart and my mind agree on this one. That it "...is best to protect you and those who share your genes." and in doing so I MUST address the fact that my "...heart, however, sees the inhumanity and suffering in the world, the mutilation of freedom and liberty and whatever else you said, and tries to convince your mind to devote some of your resources on helping the world." is directly correlated with the aforementioned direction of my mind, Meaning the two, unfortunately, are in unison regarding the situation. That my Children may depend upon this world of suffering to live, and how shall they live?
The connotations of these words, and what they represent, is dependent upon the reader and their conditioning to read and understand what is read under specific contexts and with specific implications regarding independent subject matter, knowing Full and Well the concise and definitive meanings of them.
Introverted was not meant to = obsolete, as that would be redundant. But rather, the introverted portions of my Character have become obsolete over the years, as it has fallen to disuse. Where I live to think I am naturally balanced when it comes to living within as well as outside of myself. When I do explore myself my mind my thoughts and understanding of my perceptions, I get stuck on the notions of my essence, and immersed in solving their relative paradoxical manifestations in my life.
Stuck, for hours, stuck for days and months, and I am seen as a different person by those that would think they know me well. It makes them sad, it draws them to attempt to compel me to be "happy". What they don't understand is: My happiness is in the backside of the equation I am trying to figure out, that it plays into the summation of the whole which I strive to find measure to equate to the production of the real world practicing of concepts "unbearable to, and with the last hundred years of generational and social conditioning, seemingly impossible to the average man".
Bublonichronic
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damn loaded...i dunno if i understand that well enough to comment...but the part that cought me was the last paragraph... i cant help but notice that the more and more i get into growing and the medical movement and what it really stands for.. the people i use to call close "friends" i find myself drifting away from..maybe cause im lookin at life diferently...i dunno im stoned... and it just seems like im going threw a part of life youv already been threw and can put into words better than me
A flower that is blooming, but without purpose. Just bloom.
Ur thinking too much.
Smoke some weed (or don't).
And then seek 'that which is between two thoughts'.
No use pouring all ur energy out ur eyes - or into your words.
. 
You do remind me or when i used to be a poet. The fires eventually burn low.
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theloadeddragon
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yes, but it is my passion for words that drives me, 
, thanks for the visit
, thanks for the visit 
Drella
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reading your posts is like high school when i watched fear and loathing in las vegas on acid. Defn an experience, im glad i visit, what a great place to share your thoughts. this is definitely a time for deep thoughts, and i wanna hear them. not just "skrew obama!", but what's really going on. that's why i check this thread every day. we are amongst peers, in an almost perfect utopia, it is what we make it, or grow it.
theloadeddragon
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I kept a qp from the last harvest for my medicinal use. I kept mostly Widow Cindy, and am glad I did..... divied up the rest between the patients, and they are very very pleased . I kept the top cola from the Chemo Cindy....... but have smoked most of it already 
......... I yearn for the Twilight the most, as that is what I kept the least of, and only have one nugget in the jar, waiting........ more to come though, and that's always nice . I am well stocked until next harvest, maybe a little too stoned all the time......
Just so happens this is the most convenient place to keep a journal.
Spidermites entered the Flowering room!
Its that time of year. Too cold for them outside. I am lowering temps in there, keeping humidity higher, and am going to apply a garlic spray in a couple days...... that and clean the whole room, and give them all showers until the mites are gone, I will probably introduce some ladybugs as well......... Chemo Cindy is Spidermite friendly, that is her one downfall..... Twilight and Maui Skunk are fairly resistant, and Jack Herer is also fairly resistant. Blue Dream seems to be completely unbothered by them thus far.
I have been watching the spidermites "move in" over the last week and a half, I procastinated dealing with them appropriately until now....... should be fun...... they are centered on the Chemo Cindy mother, and barely spread to the Twilight and Maui Skunk at her sides, almost ready to spring out to the newly arrived plants!
. I kept the top cola from the Chemo Cindy....... but have smoked most of it already ......... I yearn for the Twilight the most, as that is what I kept the least of, and only have one nugget in the jar, waiting........ more to come though, and that's always nice . I am well stocked until next harvest, maybe a little too stoned all the time......Just so happens this is the most convenient place to keep a journal
.Spidermites entered the Flowering room!
Its that time of year. Too cold for them outside. I am lowering temps in there, keeping humidity higher, and am going to apply a garlic spray in a couple days...... that and clean the whole room, and give them all showers until the mites are gone, I will probably introduce some ladybugs as well......... Chemo Cindy is Spidermite friendly, that is her one downfall..... Twilight and Maui Skunk are fairly resistant, and Jack Herer is also fairly resistant. Blue Dream seems to be completely unbothered by them thus far.
I have been watching the spidermites "move in" over the last week and a half, I procastinated dealing with them appropriately until now....... should be fun...... they are centered on the Chemo Cindy mother, and barely spread to the Twilight and Maui Skunk at her sides, almost ready to spring out to the newly arrived plants!
TCurtiss
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You talk of a garlic spray, could you provide a recipe please?I kept a qp from the last harvest for my medicinal use. I kept mostly Widow Cindy, and am glad I did..... divied up the rest between the patients, and they are very very pleased
Just so happens this is the most convenient place to keep a journal
Spidermites entered the Flowering room!
Its that time of year. Too cold for them outside. I am lowering temps in there, keeping humidity higher, and am going to apply a garlic spray in a couple days...... that and clean the whole room, and give them all showers until the mites are gone, I will probably introduce some ladybugs as well......... Chemo Cindy is Spidermite friendly, that is her one downfall..... Twilight and Maui Skunk are fairly resistant, and Jack Herer is also fairly resistant. Blue Dream seems to be completely unbothered by them thus far.
I have been watching the spidermites "move in" over the last week and a half, I procastinated dealing with them appropriately until now....... should be fun...... they are centered on the Chemo Cindy mother, and barely spread to the Twilight and Maui Skunk at her sides, almost ready to spring out to the newly arrived plants!
theloadeddragon
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garlic
water
water
theloadeddragon
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I have said it already in a few spots..... Sorry I was sarcastic....
But of course, there are many different ways to do it, and amounts..... different ingredients you can add even.... like a few drops of non antibacterial dish soap for example...... or tobacco water etc.
1 tblspn minced garlic (like you buy for cooking) per liter of water, I don't really go above that amount.
Best sprayed on just about 1/2 hr before lights out....... and sprayed off with a grip of water at lights out (remember keep those circ. fans going )
Even better to remove them outdoors or somewheres else, and do the spraying there, while sterilizing the flowering room. I don't have that option because of the vertical Scrog, but I will be cleaning the room best I can until they are harvested and out and I can remove all the other plants and do multiple full sterilizations, Bleach & vinegar and water.
There are commercial garlic sprays that are pre-concentrated that you can just add water to as well.
But of course, there are many different ways to do it, and amounts..... different ingredients you can add even.... like a few drops of non antibacterial dish soap for example...... or tobacco water etc.
1 tblspn minced garlic (like you buy for cooking) per liter of water, I don't really go above that amount.
Best sprayed on just about 1/2 hr before lights out....... and sprayed off with a grip of water at lights out (remember keep those circ. fans going
)Even better to remove them outdoors or somewheres else, and do the spraying there, while sterilizing the flowering room. I don't have that option because of the vertical Scrog, but I will be cleaning the room best I can until they are harvested and out and I can remove all the other plants and do multiple full sterilizations, Bleach & vinegar and water
.There are commercial garlic sprays that are pre-concentrated that you can just add water to as well.
theloadeddragon
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you don't have to just go with that...... just google "garlic spider mites" and check out the results..... if you sort through the first 3 pages of results your bound to find links to empirical data backing it up......I have gotten rid of them before..... they kind of come and go.... always a bitch when they come though, it pisses me off..... just means a couple hrs less of quality time with my favorite ladies...... sucks.......
TCurtiss
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Thanks I just did that but it seems some links are not working tonight
Thanks for the info
theloadeddragon
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theloadeddragon
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hehe... thanks,
I Love these seedlings. Front to back: Chemo Cindy, Twilight, Maui Skunk Today is day 11 Veg, and they will double in size by day 17, . I am going to give them a 1/4 strength Thrive Alive feeding just before Transplant at 17 days, then they won't need nutes for another two weeks that , they were watered today. See some Mommas in der?
and next to them is a whole batch of Silverbacks that somehow survived the Thrive Alive incident..... lol, they are in one gallon pots, a couple are almost ready for transplant, then about a week to settle into their new pots before going into flower......
the entire first batch of PK cuttings (12) are now transplanted, under fluorescent bulbs, the following batch quick at their heels.....
The batch of Chemo Cindy and Maui Skunk clones had been knocked over somehow a few days ago, they are recovering, and should still root......
Jack Herer clones are starting to come around
I got depressed and didn't water the PK when I should have, and a bunch of leaves wilted.... it was the holidays and I was super busy and tired, couple days recovery and she will be fine (the mother PK I am talking about), the root system on her sister (the one going into flower), and the amount of biomass on her being considerably less, her media stayed moist enough between the waterings so she had no ill effects, the Blue Dream shot up after the litte bit of nutes I gave them last week, and got a little too close to the bulb, so I raised it. I am starting to think that the Econowings reflectors film wasn't completely removed, as directly above the bulb there is some wierd looking shit there .
Those Flowering Rooms are going to be FULL though.
Most everything in veg was watered today, accept the Jacks, and recent PK transplants.
I Love these seedlings
. Front to back: Chemo Cindy, Twilight, Maui Skunk Today is day 11 Veg, and they will double in size by day 17, . I am going to give them a 1/4 strength Thrive Alive feeding just before Transplant at 17 days, then they won't need nutes for another two weeks that , they were watered today. See some Mommas in der?and next to them is a whole batch of Silverbacks that somehow survived the Thrive Alive incident..... lol, they are in one gallon pots, a couple are almost ready for transplant, then about a week to settle into their new pots before going into flower......
the entire first batch of PK cuttings (12) are now transplanted, under fluorescent bulbs, the following batch quick at their heels.....
The batch of Chemo Cindy and Maui Skunk clones had been knocked over somehow a few days ago, they are recovering, and should still root......
Jack Herer clones are starting to come around
I got depressed and didn't water the PK when I should have, and a bunch of leaves wilted.... it was the holidays and I was super busy and tired, couple days recovery and she will be fine (the mother PK I am talking about), the root system on her sister (the one going into flower), and the amount of biomass on her being considerably less, her media stayed moist enough between the waterings so she had no ill effects
, the Blue Dream shot up after the litte bit of nutes I gave them last week, and got a little too close to the bulb, so I raised it. I am starting to think that the Econowings reflectors film wasn't completely removed, as directly above the bulb there is some wierd looking shit there .Those Flowering Rooms are going to be FULL though
.Most everything in veg was watered today, accept the Jacks, and recent PK transplants.
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